Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Friday, June 30, 2006
{ 6:52 AM on '' }


i hate school. well yknow everyone says that. but really, i truly do. it annoys the hell out of me. yes, i'm stupid cos i dont see the point of school. because honestly, i dont study to gain knowledge. i study to get good grades. which i dont. and therefore i get annoyed and dont bother. because i'm so stupid that i cant get good grades even if i tried. so why try? i just wanna work and get monehhhhh. ): and this school has a way of making pple feel damn stupid even if they dont do that badly. we're obsessed with grades. even at the results show me and arina were counting our marks and gpas. and then we realised. what the fuck are we doing, thinking about grades at when we could be jumping around and screaming our asses off. it's so dumb. and. i hate (almost) half of my subject teachers. whoa isnt that great motivation to study?

yknow i kinda made a list of term3 "resolutions", but looking back on it, who the heck was i kidding. i dont give a bloody damn. and i'm perpetually pmsy at home. i hate school, i dont like being at home, i dont know what the heck i want.

okay sorry abit angsty tonight. this is my version of reflecting. HAH. i laugh.

Sunday, June 25, 2006
{ 7:51 AM on '' }


first things first.
i cant get my phone till september! ): okay i wont write a long whiny angsty entry about it cos i just spent the whole day sulking around. how productive, i know.

okay now, DRAMA! (:

or the day before drama actually. had fulldress prac. i actually felt abit nervous. yes so what if im a weirdo. it's the costumes i tell you! and the darkness. so initially prac was supposed to be 9-11, but of course it wasnt. it ended at like, 5? yes. so poor ame who thought we'd be at her house by 12pm had to wait for... many hours. yes. sorry! after prac me dian ari izzah went to taka to buy arina's long red socks, and the directors' thingers. i love! i want also! so anw. after that we stoned at macs while waiting for izzah's mum to come pick us up. and after coming up with many many ridiculous ideas for drama 07, arina and i came up with a pretty cool one! which cg doesnt approve of. too many deaths. pfft. ): but kelas kecik came up with another one? yajie-inspired apparently. hee. but anw. then we went to izzah's house cos she didnt bring her sleepover stuff. while izzah bathed and prayed, me dian and arina were being retards in her room. having catanimalfights and laughing for no rhyme or reason. after all that, we FINALLY went to ame's house!

so we ate and stoned. our movie marathon went totally well. TOTALLY WELL! we didnt even watch one full movie. we gave up on scarymovie4 cos we totally didnt find it entertaining. we tried watching the hills have eyes, but we had the mentality that it was still scarymovie4 so we kept wanting to laugh at the scary parts. ame's sister! i like you! like totally! yea so then we played 7-level pig! it's quite a complex game. but it teaches you valuable lessons, right dian? (; so by the time we all slept, it was 1+am. and we just got kaknad's msg about turning in by 10pm to conserve energy for the next day. heee. i laugh.

the next day i was awakened by ame's mum's whispered screaming (yes, the irony) for ame and izzah to wake up and solat first since the rest of us couldnt. by that time i was fully awake, but evidently ame wasnt. her mum came in like 3 times to wake her up, smacking her and all! we woke up 45mins later than we were planning to. oops? we were all so not tired man. SO NOT TIRED! esp dian, who kept batting her eyelashes. (; we reached school, played pig again. had a dry run, which went quite badly cos we were all sleepy and cranky and not in the mood to do a'thing at all. before we knew it, it was time for the afternoon show.

it went well i guess, but the audience was so not fun. they reacted at inappropriate moments and didnt react at appropriate ones. apparently they didnt find the drama very good. but did we care? of course not. we ran out and screamed jumped and screamed until someone kindly pointed out that it wasnt over yet. thanks ah. and we finally meet zai! :DDD

then we had cake! which was yumyum and totally lifted out spirits. SPIRITS! but since nothing went majorly wrong after the first show i was damn bloody scared for the night one. wah, for the party scene my hands were trembling very very badly taht i couldnt arrange the paper plates properly. you totally get what i mean right. yeah so anw. the night crowd was fantabulous! they responded at all the right moments, and even the weird moments that we didnt expect them to react to. like the sepak scene, when luqman arrives at tasya's house. the whole theatre went GASP. so anw the night show was THE BOMB. plus we got to meet ex-secfours and ex-ex-secfours! i would totally do it again despite all the stress and nervewreckingness(?). that was the first time this year that i felt truly accomplished, and actually proud of my accomplishment. (:

batchies! we've proven her wrong man. how dare she insult our batch (though that was 2 years ago). WE DID IT! (:

Adriana! Thankyou for being such a superb zaidi! forever bugging me to practise our lines and scenes and persuading me to do stuff the directors tell me to do that i really didnt wanna do. heh at first i thought you were just a selenger sec one (you still are, to a certain extent :D) but now i think you rock! i honestly couldnt have done it without you. so thankyou! (: (:

i totally miss drama. TOTALLY! ): all the games (pool, racing car, pepsi cola, concentration), the sleeping and eating, the haks, the redoing of scenes 1000 times, the interbatch bonding, the bitching gossipping, the eating and sleeping, the reciting of everyone else's lines and forgetting your own, etc etc. every minute was worth it. thankyou kak mai, nad and izza! (:

now it's back to school, and all the shitz that come with it. yay me. YAY ME!

Friday, June 16, 2006
{ 8:06 AM on '' }


YO. im bored waiting for ari to be done with her thinger so here i am. anw today, after more than half a year, we finally went for a bvf event!! :DDD even though it wasnt that exciting and we waited for like ten thousand million hours for them to arrive. but it's okay! cos we got to see them perform! twice! ok la it was the same performance but still. but no zai. ): WE MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY ZAI! ): so anyway, everyone looked different. MAAAAAAAAAAARK! he's like, very significantly smaller! i must learn from him. ): DANNY! the poor guy has to wear a leg brace thinger and walk with a cane. //: but his cane is golden so he looks like a pimp yay (though from far it looks wooden heh). NATALIE! is tanner, and her hair's a weird colour. /: heh. SWITCH! looks the same actually. heh onstage his skin looks extremely red though. heee. so anw, they said the thing started at 6 but of course it didnt. bvf came at like, 815? /: anw they sang new songs! like the Mr Booty one, which was funny shitz. i like. hee. oooh! tmr im finally going for a FIK thing! :DDD after about a million years. but without ari or zai. ): anw it better be worth it. and i hope there wont be alot of annoying minahs. HAHAHAHA what a joke. ok lah penat. sels. oh and goodluck tarianers!

Sunday, June 11, 2006
{ 7:45 AM on '' }


i'm so bored. ): i just finished off the last piece of the tweety cake. i know, how fast right. hee. OH today something really tragic happened. my mum, my aunt and i were going off to my other aunt's place la. so when we got into the lift my aunt almost got stuck between the doors so she like, flew in to save herself. in the meantime, who's foot did she step on? yours truly of course. ANDANDAND. poof! my slipper broke! )))): raaar so annoying. but thankgod i wasnt like in the middle of the road or sth. still. see lah ame and dian! your fault! hmpft. okay lah shall go off to... practise my script? or not. ah my head is pounding. ):

Thursday, June 08, 2006
{ 6:59 AM on '' }


YAY HALFWAY TO THIRTY I AM. woo. thankyous! (in no particular order, though 7/8 of the people wont read this) : yunting yaysamebday! zai isa farizan kakizza arina ahmad ani kaksiti jess amin syafiq fads has har aida diyanah bib mel (plus other people that i cant remember sorry! >.<) AND AND! AME DIAN IZZAH NUNU! <3333


let me introduce you to my new friend!



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SHENANIGANS! (:
hee. so today yesterday we walked and walked and walked like there's no tomorrow. and the abovementioned four planned a "surprise" with codenames all! heh they have to work on the subTleness of the planning and all but in the end it was fab! (:
heh. so first there was the cake!
and then there was ... The Package.
after a gazillion layers of wrapping (yes i told them next time must think of the trees!) ...
it was ... shenanigans! <3
at first i was surprised (sorry facial expression abit wrong) ...
and then i was ecstatic!
and then .. we eat cake!
all the fifteeners were happy!
and the fourteeners were jealous. aww!
okay i'm lazy to post any more pictures. and i still feel unaccomplished after our supposed shopping spree. ): it was more like, aimless walking around? sigh! must shop (again) soon!

Saturday, June 03, 2006
{ 7:21 AM on '' }


i wonder how long this blog will last. i give it a couple of months or so. >.<

am unbelievably bored. hahaha yesterday was fun shitz. food and company was <3, though SOME people cheated our feelings with her breeks voucher which was so useable. tsk! journey to rj was funner! oh the huffing and puffing.

"wait for me hahahaha my slipper broke ahhahaha."

"ouch! -pause- OMG my slipper broke too! aaaaah i really cant waaaalk!"

"taxi drivers are bitches! so what if there's 5 of us. rj's only 5m away what!"
"you mean 500m at least."
"whatever it is lah! BITCH."
"you know... we could've taken TWO cabs."
"eh. oh yea! kau pandai eh."

"eh kaknad's asking us to lincah! slipper pecah nvm later can buy at j8!"

yes after all that the 5 of us finally reached rj, all sweaty and panting and cursing. kembara was alright, overall pretty enjoyable. now i'm all psyched up for rg drama. like SOME people ah. -coughAINcough- ahwell. i hope we do well man. (:


woo, apparently juniors went for si. heh i will not get sucked in to the whole si mania again. but damn, twohill is just too adorable! /: and stalking is so thrilling!

Thursday, June 01, 2006
{ 6:54 AM on '' }


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