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Thursday, July 06, 2006
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all crime shows and no cartoons makes maryam a paranoid girl. i think i've been watching too much csi. plus criminal minds. criminal minds freaks me out! when you watch csi it's more like, whoaaa cool ah the crime / the way they solve the crime. but for criminal minds it feels more real, like it could happen anytime and anywhere, even to you. and the criminals are the randomest of people. it's quite freaky, really. or maybe it's just me. but recently i've been quite paranoid. heh. when it's late and the lights are off im afraid someone would just jump out from the shadows to attack me or sth. and when i come home from school late and i hear footsteps behind me im tempted to sprint to the lift and quickly close the door. and no, im not losing my mind. maybe only slightly.
anw i realised, the more i try to abstain from eating, the greater my desire to eat. WHY. ): sucks balls. i dont know how ano people do it. very high self-discipline man. or actually, just a warped mind i guess.
i hate chem. and bio, for that matter. as you can tell, im a very science person. totally right. i dont even enjoy practicals. except for that explosive demo just now which set off the fire alarm. so that's what chem teachers do for fun, tsk.
yknow how some people only see the good things in others? i only see the annoying things. all i see is how annoying everyone is. yes, everyone. the things that i notice about everyone are their annoying traits. dont tell me you have no annoying trait okay. if you want, i could point it out to you. gladly. whatever. im annoyed by myself.
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Thursday, July 06, 2006
{ 6:02 AM on '' }
all crime shows and no cartoons makes maryam a paranoid girl. i think i've been watching too much csi. plus criminal minds. criminal minds freaks me out! when you watch csi it's more like, whoaaa cool ah the crime / the way they solve the crime. but for criminal minds it feels more real, like it could happen anytime and anywhere, even to you. and the criminals are the randomest of people. it's quite freaky, really. or maybe it's just me. but recently i've been quite paranoid. heh. when it's late and the lights are off im afraid someone would just jump out from the shadows to attack me or sth. and when i come home from school late and i hear footsteps behind me im tempted to sprint to the lift and quickly close the door. and no, im not losing my mind. maybe only slightly.
anw i realised, the more i try to abstain from eating, the greater my desire to eat. WHY. ): sucks balls. i dont know how ano people do it. very high self-discipline man. or actually, just a warped mind i guess.
i hate chem. and bio, for that matter. as you can tell, im a very science person. totally right. i dont even enjoy practicals. except for that explosive demo just now which set off the fire alarm. so that's what chem teachers do for fun, tsk.
yknow how some people only see the good things in others? i only see the annoying things. all i see is how annoying everyone is. yes, everyone. the things that i notice about everyone are their annoying traits. dont tell me you have no annoying trait okay. if you want, i could point it out to you. gladly. whatever. im annoyed by myself.
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