people who are sad about results, fret not! once you know my results you'll feel better, trust me. if i didnt do worse than you i probably did as bad as you so YAY US.
so today we got four papers back. the first two papers we got back, i failed. HAHA like how funny is that. yes i failed the english paper. yes it was a comprehension paper. i'm stupid like that see. but at least my english gpa is like 3.2 or something. CHEM, on the other hand...
i just screwed up damn badly la. like damn bloody badly. i didnt just fail it, i was nowhere near passing it at all. as a result, my chem gpa is......1.6. if you think that a gpa of 1.6 looks incredibly alien, that's because it's a FAIL dammit. so much for hoping i dont fail anything overall. now i'm worried about math tomorrow. but anyways. since a lot of my classmates did rather badly, you would think that it's the teacher's fault right? but then again there are people taught by the same teacher who got like 54/60 while others [i.e me] got less than 20. of course, the argument that these people are abnormal would just be dismissed. it's not fair though. i mean, doesnt the large number of failures show that whatever method of teaching they're using is simply not working? and how some people can major in chem is just beyond me. i am so dropping chem in jc.
malay and history were okay so yeah. oh yes, dyou know that i hate checking papers beside geppers. okay i understand that your standards and the standards of us mainstream people are vastly different and all, but can you at least excercise some situational awareness? people are depressed over failing, and you're getting all hysterical about getting a 3.6 for chem? like hello please kiss my ass.
the fact that i get over horrible results rather quickly bothers me. of course i feel like shit, but life goes on. see i need to change that attitude of mine. evidently it's not helping.
since singapore is a little red dot, why is it so hard to meet the people you want to meet like along the streets or whatever huh huh huh. it's so damn frustrating when the person(s) is/are like in the same area at the same time but somehow you just never ever bump into them. maybe i should just stop reading random people's blogs so i wouldnt know where the person(s) was/were and at what time and thus, no frustration cos i wouldnt be like, damn if only i was there an hour earlier or whatever. maybe ignorance really is bliss. but RAAAR. ):
Sunday, October 22, 2006
{ 9:13 AM on '' }
in the spirit of deeparaya. [:
Saturday, October 21, 2006
{ 8:01 AM on '' }
well hello. so eoys are OVER wahoo. it was damn fucked up though. please please dont let me fail any subjects overall. i have a very very bad feeling that i'm going to fail chem. paper was damn killer please. if it were human, it would be sentenced to capital punishment. papers that were okay, i screwed up too. like bio. and this year i've had a knack for screwing malay too. seems like sec3 is a bad academic year for everyone, even those not in rg. ah well, maybe it's a sec3 thing. hell, it better be man.
so yesterday i couldnt wait for the math paper [which was fucked up as well] to end so i could say SUCKS TO YOU PHYSICS PEOPLE I'M FREE MOTHER FREEEEE, but in the end i was the sucker cos all i ended up doing was lazing around bk, walking around fareast and taking weird neoprints with a few classmates. balls. even when it was with ari and ame it was so uncool cos we were all damn tired so we ended up in the kids corner at borders, browsing through zacefron-and-mileycyrus-filled magazines. dozed off for awhile too.
walked around heeren after that, waited for izzah and then took neoprints. fun shitz, what with us being ahbengs and cleopatras and all. walked around paragon too, before solating at al-falah and heading off to VIVO!
omg the place is sooo huge, we took like 30mins to find the damn earl's swensens place. it didnt help that none of us had any damn sense of direction, hello we ended up in another building! but yessss we finally found it, and dian and ani joined us. i know, what a sad batch buka. food was good though. BUT ICECREAM FONDUE NOT AVAILABLE BALLS MAN BALLS.
arina: could we have the icecream fondue? waitress: oh sorry it's not available. arina: -eyes widen and gasps- me: AME NO FONDUE HOW? ame: ah omg! arina: -turns dramatically to waitress- WHYYYYYYY?
oh yes, classic arina moment. we were planning to get fondue at haagen daz after walking around for a bit, but it was full. in the end no one got any form of icecream at all. stupid. speaking of walking around, we hardly got to explore any shops cos by the time we actually got to walking around, most of the shops were closed! we spent a lot of time at the mini playground thing which, to put it nicely, brought out the three-year-old in all of us hahaha. damn fun, i swear.
so yes all in all yesterday was good. [: must go vivo again, to visit the shops this time. and must get icecream fondueeeeeeeeeee. oh yes, a word of caution. if you're drunk and dont feel well, kindly go to the loo and get it out of your system. dont puke all over the fucking floor dammit. the dude in front of us at the taxi stand did just that. oh but that's not all. he stood up, dragged his drunken ass a grand total of five steps forward, and puked AGAIN. like hello? the smell was fucking gross, so we got the hell out of there and cabbed from outram instead cos i refused to take train home. haha sorry arina.
today i broke fast at bugis and went to the bazaar at kampung glam. it was as interesting and watching my fingernails grow. so my mum dragged me to geylang. omg i hatehatehate crowds. dont touch me dammit, just say excuse me and i'll gladly move aside lah buggers. but at least geylang has interesting things. kampung glam is like, void of anything at all.
okay, pictures.
because we all have secret desires to be ahpeks who sit and pee by the roadside.
"AAAAH SO FUN! ALAMAK PENING!"
the happy people.
-
kay whatever i'm too lazy to post anymore up. toodles world, selamat hari raya in advance i guess.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
{ 6:53 AM on '' }
1) i can fast! 2) so much to do, so little time. 3) i've been having strange thoughts lately. stop it maryam. curiosity kills the cat remember. 4) i think my mum's trying to make me [more] obese [than i already am]. think ice-cream and oily fried foods almost on a daily basis? ): 5) i want to watch notre dame de paris! ): 6) stupid haze is getting to me. 7) last post till eoys end, insyaallah. 8) take the chill pill everyone! 9) i think i have a crush on khairuddin saharom. haha dont ask. 10) because my posts never have pictures. favourite people! noodleypoo [part of her autograph], pauleywauley [on our litte stalking adventure] and tau-fei-ke [hahaha]
like hello i have very limited nice pictures of fik cos i didnt save nothing before my com got rebooted. balls.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
{ 3:48 AM on '' }
so everyone's been talking about how bad the haze is, yada yada and i'm thinking, what haze? cos it hasn't been obvious to me and i havent been affected by it at all.
AND THEN.
today i looked out the window. I COULDNT SEE THE RESERVOIR. i live opposite the reservoir and i couldnt see the damn thing.
D: [i need to stop using this smiley it's so annoyingggg].
Monday, October 02, 2006
{ 8:13 AM on '' }
you're happy because of: noodle's message :D, caramel, cheesecake, pretty shoes and clutches, john tucker.
you want: aside from material things like shoes and bags [hahaha], my red friend to go away so i can fast.
you need: again, aside from the obvious material things, to get a life. a proper one.
you think: that you should be doing something productive right now. wasting my life away is becoming a bad habit.
you are: a lazy, stupid, bobohead.
yea okay that was my attempt to organize my thoughts which evidently didnt work. you know why i dont feel motivated to study at all? well i'll tell you anyway.
1. i study the night before, i get horrible grades. i study a week before, i still get horrible grades. conclusion? dont bother. 2. i know that five years from now i wouldnt remember or care about how pee is formed or what is the colour of the ppt that forms when Chemical Asshole reacts with Chemical Bitch. 3. HSSRP is going downhill so ridiculously quickly it's not even funny. like i'm actually prepared to really get retained or kicked out. strangely enough i dont feel as scared/panicked as i'm supposed to. go figure. 4. i'm too stupid to understand anything anyway so like whatever. 5. i'm just plain lazy. how bout that.
yea so my attitude sucks. but i'm not that dumb, i am going to attempt to squeeze useless shitzo facts into my [practically non-existent] brain because i know my future depends on it and if i'm going to be a rich ass woman who can afford to buy all the pretty shoes and bags in the world, i have to study. or attempt to. or whatever.
god, i am so turning into a bimbo. D:
Thursday, October 26, 2006
{ 5:45 AM on '' }
people who are sad about results, fret not! once you know my results you'll feel better, trust me. if i didnt do worse than you i probably did as bad as you so YAY US.
so today we got four papers back. the first two papers we got back, i failed. HAHA like how funny is that. yes i failed the english paper. yes it was a comprehension paper. i'm stupid like that see. but at least my english gpa is like 3.2 or something. CHEM, on the other hand...
i just screwed up damn badly la. like damn bloody badly. i didnt just fail it, i was nowhere near passing it at all. as a result, my chem gpa is......1.6. if you think that a gpa of 1.6 looks incredibly alien, that's because it's a FAIL dammit. so much for hoping i dont fail anything overall. now i'm worried about math tomorrow. but anyways. since a lot of my classmates did rather badly, you would think that it's the teacher's fault right? but then again there are people taught by the same teacher who got like 54/60 while others [i.e me] got less than 20. of course, the argument that these people are abnormal would just be dismissed. it's not fair though. i mean, doesnt the large number of failures show that whatever method of teaching they're using is simply not working? and how some people can major in chem is just beyond me. i am so dropping chem in jc.
malay and history were okay so yeah. oh yes, dyou know that i hate checking papers beside geppers. okay i understand that your standards and the standards of us mainstream people are vastly different and all, but can you at least excercise some situational awareness? people are depressed over failing, and you're getting all hysterical about getting a 3.6 for chem? like hello please kiss my ass.
the fact that i get over horrible results rather quickly bothers me. of course i feel like shit, but life goes on. see i need to change that attitude of mine. evidently it's not helping.
since singapore is a little red dot, why is it so hard to meet the people you want to meet like along the streets or whatever huh huh huh. it's so damn frustrating when the person(s) is/are like in the same area at the same time but somehow you just never ever bump into them. maybe i should just stop reading random people's blogs so i wouldnt know where the person(s) was/were and at what time and thus, no frustration cos i wouldnt be like, damn if only i was there an hour earlier or whatever. maybe ignorance really is bliss. but RAAAR. ):
Sunday, October 22, 2006
{ 9:13 AM on '' }
in the spirit of deeparaya. [:
Saturday, October 21, 2006
{ 8:01 AM on '' }
well hello. so eoys are OVER wahoo. it was damn fucked up though. please please dont let me fail any subjects overall. i have a very very bad feeling that i'm going to fail chem. paper was damn killer please. if it were human, it would be sentenced to capital punishment. papers that were okay, i screwed up too. like bio. and this year i've had a knack for screwing malay too. seems like sec3 is a bad academic year for everyone, even those not in rg. ah well, maybe it's a sec3 thing. hell, it better be man.
so yesterday i couldnt wait for the math paper [which was fucked up as well] to end so i could say SUCKS TO YOU PHYSICS PEOPLE I'M FREE MOTHER FREEEEE, but in the end i was the sucker cos all i ended up doing was lazing around bk, walking around fareast and taking weird neoprints with a few classmates. balls. even when it was with ari and ame it was so uncool cos we were all damn tired so we ended up in the kids corner at borders, browsing through zacefron-and-mileycyrus-filled magazines. dozed off for awhile too.
walked around heeren after that, waited for izzah and then took neoprints. fun shitz, what with us being ahbengs and cleopatras and all. walked around paragon too, before solating at al-falah and heading off to VIVO!
omg the place is sooo huge, we took like 30mins to find the damn earl's swensens place. it didnt help that none of us had any damn sense of direction, hello we ended up in another building! but yessss we finally found it, and dian and ani joined us. i know, what a sad batch buka. food was good though. BUT ICECREAM FONDUE NOT AVAILABLE BALLS MAN BALLS.
arina: could we have the icecream fondue? waitress: oh sorry it's not available. arina: -eyes widen and gasps- me: AME NO FONDUE HOW? ame: ah omg! arina: -turns dramatically to waitress- WHYYYYYYY?
oh yes, classic arina moment. we were planning to get fondue at haagen daz after walking around for a bit, but it was full. in the end no one got any form of icecream at all. stupid. speaking of walking around, we hardly got to explore any shops cos by the time we actually got to walking around, most of the shops were closed! we spent a lot of time at the mini playground thing which, to put it nicely, brought out the three-year-old in all of us hahaha. damn fun, i swear.
so yes all in all yesterday was good. [: must go vivo again, to visit the shops this time. and must get icecream fondueeeeeeeeeee. oh yes, a word of caution. if you're drunk and dont feel well, kindly go to the loo and get it out of your system. dont puke all over the fucking floor dammit. the dude in front of us at the taxi stand did just that. oh but that's not all. he stood up, dragged his drunken ass a grand total of five steps forward, and puked AGAIN. like hello? the smell was fucking gross, so we got the hell out of there and cabbed from outram instead cos i refused to take train home. haha sorry arina.
today i broke fast at bugis and went to the bazaar at kampung glam. it was as interesting and watching my fingernails grow. so my mum dragged me to geylang. omg i hatehatehate crowds. dont touch me dammit, just say excuse me and i'll gladly move aside lah buggers. but at least geylang has interesting things. kampung glam is like, void of anything at all.
okay, pictures.
because we all have secret desires to be ahpeks who sit and pee by the roadside.
"AAAAH SO FUN! ALAMAK PENING!"
the happy people.
-
kay whatever i'm too lazy to post anymore up. toodles world, selamat hari raya in advance i guess.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
{ 6:53 AM on '' }
1) i can fast! 2) so much to do, so little time. 3) i've been having strange thoughts lately. stop it maryam. curiosity kills the cat remember. 4) i think my mum's trying to make me [more] obese [than i already am]. think ice-cream and oily fried foods almost on a daily basis? ): 5) i want to watch notre dame de paris! ): 6) stupid haze is getting to me. 7) last post till eoys end, insyaallah. 8) take the chill pill everyone! 9) i think i have a crush on khairuddin saharom. haha dont ask. 10) because my posts never have pictures. favourite people! noodleypoo [part of her autograph], pauleywauley [on our litte stalking adventure] and tau-fei-ke [hahaha]
like hello i have very limited nice pictures of fik cos i didnt save nothing before my com got rebooted. balls.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
{ 3:48 AM on '' }
so everyone's been talking about how bad the haze is, yada yada and i'm thinking, what haze? cos it hasn't been obvious to me and i havent been affected by it at all.
AND THEN.
today i looked out the window. I COULDNT SEE THE RESERVOIR. i live opposite the reservoir and i couldnt see the damn thing.
D: [i need to stop using this smiley it's so annoyingggg].
Monday, October 02, 2006
{ 8:13 AM on '' }
you're happy because of: noodle's message :D, caramel, cheesecake, pretty shoes and clutches, john tucker.
you want: aside from material things like shoes and bags [hahaha], my red friend to go away so i can fast.
you need: again, aside from the obvious material things, to get a life. a proper one.
you think: that you should be doing something productive right now. wasting my life away is becoming a bad habit.
you are: a lazy, stupid, bobohead.
yea okay that was my attempt to organize my thoughts which evidently didnt work. you know why i dont feel motivated to study at all? well i'll tell you anyway.
1. i study the night before, i get horrible grades. i study a week before, i still get horrible grades. conclusion? dont bother. 2. i know that five years from now i wouldnt remember or care about how pee is formed or what is the colour of the ppt that forms when Chemical Asshole reacts with Chemical Bitch. 3. HSSRP is going downhill so ridiculously quickly it's not even funny. like i'm actually prepared to really get retained or kicked out. strangely enough i dont feel as scared/panicked as i'm supposed to. go figure. 4. i'm too stupid to understand anything anyway so like whatever. 5. i'm just plain lazy. how bout that.
yea so my attitude sucks. but i'm not that dumb, i am going to attempt to squeeze useless shitzo facts into my [practically non-existent] brain because i know my future depends on it and if i'm going to be a rich ass woman who can afford to buy all the pretty shoes and bags in the world, i have to study. or attempt to. or whatever.
