Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
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people who are sad about results, fret not! once you know my results you'll feel better, trust me. if i didnt do worse than you i probably did as bad as you so YAY US.

so today we got four papers back. the first two papers we got back, i failed. HAHA like how funny is that. yes i failed the english paper. yes it was a comprehension paper. i'm stupid like that see. but at least my english gpa is like 3.2 or something. CHEM, on the other hand...

i just screwed up damn badly la. like damn bloody badly. i didnt just fail it, i was nowhere near passing it at all. as a result, my chem gpa is......1.6. if you think that a gpa of 1.6 looks incredibly alien, that's because it's a FAIL dammit. so much for hoping i dont fail anything overall. now i'm worried about math tomorrow. but anyways. since a lot of my classmates did rather badly, you would think that it's the teacher's fault right? but then again there are people taught by the same teacher who got like 54/60 while others [i.e me] got less than 20. of course, the argument that these people are abnormal would just be dismissed. it's not fair though. i mean, doesnt the large number of failures show that whatever method of teaching they're using is simply not working? and how some people can major in chem is just beyond me. i am so dropping chem in jc.

malay and history were okay so yeah. oh yes, dyou know that i hate checking papers beside geppers. okay i understand that your standards and the standards of us mainstream people are vastly different and all, but can you at least excercise some situational awareness? people are depressed over failing, and you're getting all hysterical about getting a 3.6 for chem? like hello please kiss my ass.

the fact that i get over horrible results rather quickly bothers me. of course i feel like shit, but life goes on. see i need to change that attitude of mine. evidently it's not helping.

since singapore is a little red dot, why is it so hard to meet the people you want to meet like along the streets or whatever huh huh huh. it's so damn frustrating when the person(s) is/are like in the same area at the same time but somehow you just never ever bump into them. maybe i should just stop reading random people's blogs so i wouldnt know where the person(s) was/were and at what time and thus, no frustration cos i wouldnt be like, damn if only i was there an hour earlier or whatever. maybe ignorance really is bliss. but RAAAR. ):

MARYAM (:
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