Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Friday, November 17, 2006
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tralala. i am catching up with the gilmore girls episodes in america like wahooooo! paul anka has made me develop a fetish for dogs. so, so adorable.

random convos during jalan raya.

nurul: oooh i feel tall! taller than everyone else. even me!
everyone: -raises eyebrows-
nurul: what? OH i mean you! even you!

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amer's sister: yea so then bush came to nus also! then -insertfriend'sname- macam, waved to him!
amer's mommy: oh eh. [with gusto] he killed all those muslims i hate him!
everyone: whoaaaaa.

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yea ok. anyway just now DEAREST lectured fads and i about responsibility and whatnots. as usual she brought up all those irrelevant things like the academic state of the malays in rgs. dear DEAREST, again i ask you what right you have to point all those things out to us. if you EXCELLED academically [which is like, the impression you give] then why are you not a brain surgeon or lawyer or you know, something more productive? seriously i just dont get it. and if you havent realised by now, i dont care much for the cca and your lectures have made me numb, they are impactless thank you very much. so yea, save it man.

i have come to realise that as much as i hate school, there isnt any other school i'd rather be in [awwwww]. so the problem isnt THE school, it's just school in general. i think rg has given me more than enough oppurtunities to develop my potential and character and become a better person and whatnot, but i've never taken advantage of it which is why i'm this miserable bitter little teenager. i mean like there has been many many chances for me to prove that i am not stupid and hopeless contrary to popular belief, but i keep screwing them up one after another. i guess that's why i've eventually given up altogether. this is sad. next year is the last year and i am going to walk out of rg not accomplishing anything. i'm starting to think i should've joined sln, just for the heck of it yknow. but i guess it's a tad too late now isnt it? ah well. let's just see what happens next year. good luck maryam.

MARYAM (:
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