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Saturday, December 30, 2006
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i really really really really really really really really wanted to go for speakeasy. ): i'm still fucking annoyed that i didnt get to but whatever i'll get over it. karma i guess. maybe it's a sign/warning that i should stop going for pointless things like this. maybe meeting rauzan in the train yesterday was a sign too, that i wasnt gonna get to watch him today. apparently my cousin/nephew [whichever rocks your boat] is good friends with alif the songwriter dude? singapore is too damn small. everyone is somehow related to everyone else. damnit i really hope fik doesnt make a surprise appearance at speakeasy.
on another note, the year is almost over so time for reflections? not that it'll make me a better person or any shit like that. but yeah.
i think i basically wasted one whole fucking year. academically, 2006 was definitely not a good year. i know, i know, i brought it upon myself but honestly i really didnt give a fuck [still dont]. i dont feel like i've gained much knowledge in the past year. even if i did it was merely for the sake of scraping through exams. congrats to me? right now i'm dreading going back to school more than i ever had in the past so yes 2006 was a horrible school year.
but on the other hand i got to know new people in 312 who make lessons almost bearable. especially the groupmates, dora, yiyun, yityng, has, fel. thankgod for them. oh and obs. woohoo. obs was fucking fun. the peeing by the beach in a circle, the kayaking for nine hours, the capsizing fifty bloody metres from shore, the scary sentry duty, yada yada. of course, obs is supposed to teach you things about yourself isnt it? well it doesnt work for people like me who couldnt care less about being a better person so yes for me obs was fun though pointless.
speaking of fun and pointless, 2006 was full of such things. like si-related things, from the spectaculars/result shows to random paul/noodle gigs to taufiking all over again. of course, i've grown out of the paul [and possibly noodle] phase but the fik thing's not going away. haha. oh and this year marks the latest i've ever come home. 245am i think? hmm. and then there were other random concert things like silver wonders and the m-pact thing.
and i think my social circle shrank during the past year. of course i got to know more paul/noodle/fik people but i drifted away a whole bloody lot from the normal dudes. inevitable i guess? or maybe it's just me refusing to be gay and share heart to heart talks. hmm. actually, i've learnt quite alot from random people in the past year but -shrugs-. for me to know and for you not to find out?
in a nutshell, 2006 is the year maryam stopped giving a fuck about anything.
whatever 2007 brings i'll be there, with open arms and open heart yeahhhh.
happy new year everyone.
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Saturday, December 30, 2006
{ 5:02 AM on '' }
i really really really really really really really really wanted to go for speakeasy. ): i'm still fucking annoyed that i didnt get to but whatever i'll get over it. karma i guess. maybe it's a sign/warning that i should stop going for pointless things like this. maybe meeting rauzan in the train yesterday was a sign too, that i wasnt gonna get to watch him today. apparently my cousin/nephew [whichever rocks your boat] is good friends with alif the songwriter dude? singapore is too damn small. everyone is somehow related to everyone else. damnit i really hope fik doesnt make a surprise appearance at speakeasy.
on another note, the year is almost over so time for reflections? not that it'll make me a better person or any shit like that. but yeah.
i think i basically wasted one whole fucking year. academically, 2006 was definitely not a good year. i know, i know, i brought it upon myself but honestly i really didnt give a fuck [still dont]. i dont feel like i've gained much knowledge in the past year. even if i did it was merely for the sake of scraping through exams. congrats to me? right now i'm dreading going back to school more than i ever had in the past so yes 2006 was a horrible school year.
but on the other hand i got to know new people in 312 who make lessons almost bearable. especially the groupmates, dora, yiyun, yityng, has, fel. thankgod for them. oh and obs. woohoo. obs was fucking fun. the peeing by the beach in a circle, the kayaking for nine hours, the capsizing fifty bloody metres from shore, the scary sentry duty, yada yada. of course, obs is supposed to teach you things about yourself isnt it? well it doesnt work for people like me who couldnt care less about being a better person so yes for me obs was fun though pointless.
speaking of fun and pointless, 2006 was full of such things. like si-related things, from the spectaculars/result shows to random paul/noodle gigs to taufiking all over again. of course, i've grown out of the paul [and possibly noodle] phase but the fik thing's not going away. haha. oh and this year marks the latest i've ever come home. 245am i think? hmm. and then there were other random concert things like silver wonders and the m-pact thing.
and i think my social circle shrank during the past year. of course i got to know more paul/noodle/fik people but i drifted away a whole bloody lot from the normal dudes. inevitable i guess? or maybe it's just me refusing to be gay and share heart to heart talks. hmm. actually, i've learnt quite alot from random people in the past year but -shrugs-. for me to know and for you not to find out?
in a nutshell, 2006 is the year maryam stopped giving a fuck about anything.
whatever 2007 brings i'll be there, with open arms and open heart yeahhhh.
happy new year everyone.
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