Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
{ 4:09 AM on '' }


i cant decide if i should seriously consider not going to rj. i mean you have to admit that all the stuff ms lim talked about actually makes a lot of sense. being in rp doesnt mean you belong in rj. if you end up there only to realise that you're miserable and suffering, what's the point? but then again, the reason why ms lim brought up the alternative to enter another jc is that in rj everyone's a genius so you cant shine. but if you go to another jc, say nyjc for instance, then you have a chance to stand out, especially since you'd probably end up being the only rg girl there and apparently being an rg girl is a big deal. in my case however, i doubt i would "stand out" in some other jc either, because i'm just stupid like that and i honestly think that at least 1/3 of any jc population is smarter than i am. i have no idea if i'm considering another jc because ms lim is getting to me, or if it's really for my own good. maybe i should just stop thinking about it and bust my ass off in rj. it's just bugging me that if i dont give some other jc a shot and end up in rj i would regret it for the rest of my life.

okay i'll stop being such a dramaqueen now and go do something productive.

MARYAM (:
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