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Saturday, February 24, 2007
{ 12:42 AM on '' }
my mom and i are getting frustrated with each other. she doesnt get why i refuse to visit my aunt on my dad's side and i dont get why we have to. it's not like we visit relatives on my mom's side on a regular basis either so what's the problem? maybe i'm being a narrow-minded bitch for not getting the importance of family relationships or whatever but i absolutely hate going there. everyone there thinks they know me (based on what, i have no idea because they dont even speak to me) when they dont know shit about me. just because i dont associate with anyone there and i come from rg they assume i'm this studious, innocent, obedient girl whose future holds endless possibilities. when they ask my mom about how i'm doing in school they dont even give her a chance to answer before saying that, oh of course she's doing well, she's a terribly smart girl. boy oh boy wouldnt i love to prove them wrong. but i let them think whatever they want because i honestly dont give a damn. dont get me wrong, they're generally nice people. but i dont get them and they dont get me and i'm perfectly fine with the way things are. i show my pretty little face at gatherings and whatnot, isnt that enough? why the need to waste two hours of my life isolating myself in one little corner while my mom socializes with the aunts? it's not like i'm stopping my mom from going there, by all means go ahead but dont drag me along when i could be doing way more productive things like watching gilmore girls. or studying, whichever rocks your boat.
am i being a total bitch? i probably am but you have no idea how i feel when i'm around those people. i'd rather not associate with them but sometimes it sucks because since i have no siblings to keep me company, i cling onto my mom. of course, that's terribly uncool and makes them think i'm a loser. which isnt completely untrue but that's not the point. i'm not sure what exactly is the point, all i know is that the last thing i want to do is pay them a visit.
i wish i lived in stars hollow.
Monday, February 19, 2007
{ 6:21 AM on '' }
last night i slept at four. and even though i'd love to lie and say that little miss hardworking here was cramming her dear little mind with quotes from macbeth, i won't cos i'm honest like that. it's the gilmores man, they're killing me. but i'm loving it. someone get me grey's anatomy and friends next. nip/tuck would be nice too. -hints to dian's dad- oh what the heck someone bring me to shanghai. please? thanks.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
{ 5:03 AM on '' }
if you dont want to listen to me ramble on about gilmore girls, skip the next paragraph [recommended].
i'm loving the gilmore dvds man. i've watched like 12 episodes in one day. that, my friend, is [almost] 12 hours straight. and i've come to the wonderful realization that i DID watch gilmore from season one after all. haha. oh and i watched episode 14 of season 7 too. speaking of which. it's so painful to watch loralei and chris. they're a couple twenty-freaking-years in the making and they STILL cant work it out. i'm getting frustrated. it's refreshing to watch everything from start again though. rory and dean, loralei and max, sookie getting to know jackson, paris being a bitch, chad michael murray being an ass, lane sneaking around her mum's back. it's funny to think that lane is now a drummer in a band, heavily pregnant with twins. and loralei still cant find the right man. i feel for the poor woman.
ANYWAY. so cny celebrations werent too bad. minus the concert [with the exception of the liondance] and lessons.
         on another note, i have a ton of things to do. as you can see, self-discipline and i dont click so well. one last thing though. doesnt it bug you when you see someone around on multiple occasions and you obviously know of each other's existence but somehow neither of you is able to make the first move to initiate this little thing called friendship? who am i kidding. at least carry out a decent conversation? haha whatever, zero social skills much. at this rate not only will i not make any new friends, i will end up alone and withering with nothing but a fat old cat by my side. fair is foul and foul is fair, my friends.
Friday, February 09, 2007
{ 10:31 PM on '' }
woo i've never felt so horrible in my life. i have a fever and my head wont stop spinning and my eyes are like, swollen. well at least today they're not that bad. last night i totally looked chinese cos my eyes couldnt even open halfway so i had slits as eyes [think yajie]. and i have sooooo many things to do but i have absolutely no energy to do anything but then again if i can blog i should be able to write right? maybe i'll be perpetually sick so i'll get mc from school for like, forever. no more school, woo! whatever, i'll go sleep now. not like i havent done that for the past five hours. but well.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
{ 5:41 AM on '' }
i'm starting to like madrasah. just kidding! ha. ha. but i do like the ustazah.
me: ustazah, how old are you?
ustazah: how old am i? guess.
me: 22?
syaz: 26!
ustazah: eh? hmmm. eh so you dont have to take any o level paper at all eh? (changing the subject much?)
me: no i have to take hmt. how you know?!
ustazah: how i know? how i know? -snigger- i know ah.
me: ???
and then, before she left the class:
ustazah: maryam. -pause for dramatic effect-
me: ?
ustazah: i'm your alma mater. -leaves classroom-
me: :O
exciting, no? anyway yesterday i had the most humiliating experience of my life. MAKE YOUR BODY GO. hahahha. anyway im so disposing of the video so HAH. my mum's so excited that singapore won. right man, right. i still think they're damn tyco. whatever, blogging has little benefits other than to allow individuals to indulge in exhibitionism. :D
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
{ 12:42 AM on '' }
my mom and i are getting frustrated with each other. she doesnt get why i refuse to visit my aunt on my dad's side and i dont get why we have to. it's not like we visit relatives on my mom's side on a regular basis either so what's the problem? maybe i'm being a narrow-minded bitch for not getting the importance of family relationships or whatever but i absolutely hate going there. everyone there thinks they know me (based on what, i have no idea because they dont even speak to me) when they dont know shit about me. just because i dont associate with anyone there and i come from rg they assume i'm this studious, innocent, obedient girl whose future holds endless possibilities. when they ask my mom about how i'm doing in school they dont even give her a chance to answer before saying that, oh of course she's doing well, she's a terribly smart girl. boy oh boy wouldnt i love to prove them wrong. but i let them think whatever they want because i honestly dont give a damn. dont get me wrong, they're generally nice people. but i dont get them and they dont get me and i'm perfectly fine with the way things are. i show my pretty little face at gatherings and whatnot, isnt that enough? why the need to waste two hours of my life isolating myself in one little corner while my mom socializes with the aunts? it's not like i'm stopping my mom from going there, by all means go ahead but dont drag me along when i could be doing way more productive things like watching gilmore girls. or studying, whichever rocks your boat.
am i being a total bitch? i probably am but you have no idea how i feel when i'm around those people. i'd rather not associate with them but sometimes it sucks because since i have no siblings to keep me company, i cling onto my mom. of course, that's terribly uncool and makes them think i'm a loser. which isnt completely untrue but that's not the point. i'm not sure what exactly is the point, all i know is that the last thing i want to do is pay them a visit.
i wish i lived in stars hollow.
Monday, February 19, 2007
{ 6:21 AM on '' }
last night i slept at four. and even though i'd love to lie and say that little miss hardworking here was cramming her dear little mind with quotes from macbeth, i won't cos i'm honest like that. it's the gilmores man, they're killing me. but i'm loving it. someone get me grey's anatomy and friends next. nip/tuck would be nice too. -hints to dian's dad- oh what the heck someone bring me to shanghai. please? thanks.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
{ 5:03 AM on '' }
if you dont want to listen to me ramble on about gilmore girls, skip the next paragraph [recommended].
i'm loving the gilmore dvds man. i've watched like 12 episodes in one day. that, my friend, is [almost] 12 hours straight. and i've come to the wonderful realization that i DID watch gilmore from season one after all. haha. oh and i watched episode 14 of season 7 too. speaking of which. it's so painful to watch loralei and chris. they're a couple twenty-freaking-years in the making and they STILL cant work it out. i'm getting frustrated. it's refreshing to watch everything from start again though. rory and dean, loralei and max, sookie getting to know jackson, paris being a bitch, chad michael murray being an ass, lane sneaking around her mum's back. it's funny to think that lane is now a drummer in a band, heavily pregnant with twins. and loralei still cant find the right man. i feel for the poor woman.
ANYWAY. so cny celebrations werent too bad. minus the concert [with the exception of the liondance] and lessons.
on another note, i have a ton of things to do. as you can see, self-discipline and i dont click so well. one last thing though. doesnt it bug you when you see someone around on multiple occasions and you obviously know of each other's existence but somehow neither of you is able to make the first move to initiate this little thing called friendship? who am i kidding. at least carry out a decent conversation? haha whatever, zero social skills much. at this rate not only will i not make any new friends, i will end up alone and withering with nothing but a fat old cat by my side. fair is foul and foul is fair, my friends.
Friday, February 09, 2007
{ 10:31 PM on '' }
woo i've never felt so horrible in my life. i have a fever and my head wont stop spinning and my eyes are like, swollen. well at least today they're not that bad. last night i totally looked chinese cos my eyes couldnt even open halfway so i had slits as eyes [think yajie]. and i have sooooo many things to do but i have absolutely no energy to do anything but then again if i can blog i should be able to write right? maybe i'll be perpetually sick so i'll get mc from school for like, forever. no more school, woo! whatever, i'll go sleep now. not like i havent done that for the past five hours. but well.
Sunday, February 04, 2007
{ 5:41 AM on '' }
i'm starting to like madrasah. just kidding! ha. ha. but i do like the ustazah.
me: ustazah, how old are you?
ustazah: how old am i? guess.
me: 22?
syaz: 26!
ustazah: eh? hmmm. eh so you dont have to take any o level paper at all eh? (changing the subject much?)
me: no i have to take hmt. how you know?!
ustazah: how i know? how i know? -snigger- i know ah.
me: ???
and then, before she left the class:
ustazah: maryam. -pause for dramatic effect-
me: ?
ustazah: i'm your alma mater. -leaves classroom-
me: :O
exciting, no? anyway yesterday i had the most humiliating experience of my life. MAKE YOUR BODY GO. hahahha. anyway im so disposing of the video so HAH. my mum's so excited that singapore won. right man, right. i still think they're damn tyco. whatever, blogging has little benefits other than to allow individuals to indulge in exhibitionism. :D
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