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Saturday, February 24, 2007
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my mom and i are getting frustrated with each other. she doesnt get why i refuse to visit my aunt on my dad's side and i dont get why we have to. it's not like we visit relatives on my mom's side on a regular basis either so what's the problem? maybe i'm being a narrow-minded bitch for not getting the importance of family relationships or whatever but i absolutely hate going there. everyone there thinks they know me (based on what, i have no idea because they dont even speak to me) when they dont know shit about me. just because i dont associate with anyone there and i come from rg they assume i'm this studious, innocent, obedient girl whose future holds endless possibilities. when they ask my mom about how i'm doing in school they dont even give her a chance to answer before saying that, oh of course she's doing well, she's a terribly smart girl. boy oh boy wouldnt i love to prove them wrong. but i let them think whatever they want because i honestly dont give a damn. dont get me wrong, they're generally nice people. but i dont get them and they dont get me and i'm perfectly fine with the way things are. i show my pretty little face at gatherings and whatnot, isnt that enough? why the need to waste two hours of my life isolating myself in one little corner while my mom socializes with the aunts? it's not like i'm stopping my mom from going there, by all means go ahead but dont drag me along when i could be doing way more productive things like watching gilmore girls. or studying, whichever rocks your boat.
am i being a total bitch? i probably am but you have no idea how i feel when i'm around those people. i'd rather not associate with them but sometimes it sucks because since i have no siblings to keep me company, i cling onto my mom. of course, that's terribly uncool and makes them think i'm a loser. which isnt completely untrue but that's not the point. i'm not sure what exactly is the point, all i know is that the last thing i want to do is pay them a visit.
i wish i lived in stars hollow.
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Saturday, February 24, 2007
{ 12:42 AM on '' }
my mom and i are getting frustrated with each other. she doesnt get why i refuse to visit my aunt on my dad's side and i dont get why we have to. it's not like we visit relatives on my mom's side on a regular basis either so what's the problem? maybe i'm being a narrow-minded bitch for not getting the importance of family relationships or whatever but i absolutely hate going there. everyone there thinks they know me (based on what, i have no idea because they dont even speak to me) when they dont know shit about me. just because i dont associate with anyone there and i come from rg they assume i'm this studious, innocent, obedient girl whose future holds endless possibilities. when they ask my mom about how i'm doing in school they dont even give her a chance to answer before saying that, oh of course she's doing well, she's a terribly smart girl. boy oh boy wouldnt i love to prove them wrong. but i let them think whatever they want because i honestly dont give a damn. dont get me wrong, they're generally nice people. but i dont get them and they dont get me and i'm perfectly fine with the way things are. i show my pretty little face at gatherings and whatnot, isnt that enough? why the need to waste two hours of my life isolating myself in one little corner while my mom socializes with the aunts? it's not like i'm stopping my mom from going there, by all means go ahead but dont drag me along when i could be doing way more productive things like watching gilmore girls. or studying, whichever rocks your boat.
am i being a total bitch? i probably am but you have no idea how i feel when i'm around those people. i'd rather not associate with them but sometimes it sucks because since i have no siblings to keep me company, i cling onto my mom. of course, that's terribly uncool and makes them think i'm a loser. which isnt completely untrue but that's not the point. i'm not sure what exactly is the point, all i know is that the last thing i want to do is pay them a visit.
i wish i lived in stars hollow.
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