Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
{ 5:53 AM on '' }


i need anger management courses.

anyway today's lsl was fun-ish! even though there was a pathetic number of kids and most of them were quite unresponsive. we had a kids from canada and nepal, and a pair of sisters from norway! the sisters are so adorable, and they learn malay too cos their mom is malay. they counted in norweigen(?) for us and everything. and then there was my junior! haha she's this p1 kid from damai which is like way cool cos damaians are cool, even though the school isnt. oh but hani (the kid) like ignored me. ): i was going on and on about how i was from damai and live in bedok reservoir too and told her to say hi to cikgu sanisa for me but she just continued colouring and didnt look up. ): fine man, fine.

the gross smoking advertisment is so stupid. if i were a smoker i would feel zero motivation to quit. in fact i'd just laugh everytime the advertisement came on. exaggerated graphics much.

hmm. i think there's only one person that i truly hate. her name starts with an F (how apt) and ends with an H. no, im not talking about fads. and no prizes for guessing who it is either.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007
{ 5:27 AM on '' }


woo so okay science eois are like finally over. not that there's anything to rejoice considering i screwed both up. it sucks cos i swear i studied as much as i could [or so i thought] and half the things i focused on didnt appear! go figure. and stupid lessons after that. hello like who the heck is in the mood to study right.

dyou know what i love aside from gilmore girls and Mr Banglaman and paul frank [even though i dont own a single paul frank thing! but the monkey's damn cute.] and sushi? CHUBBY HUBBY! the new [is it?] ben&jerry's flavour is like damn heavenly. haha i think no one else would appreciate it but i do cos it roxorssssss! i could finish the whole pint in one day. but of course i didnt and i wont. i look pregnant enough as it is so gluttony is totally uncalled for.

omgggg why why why is life so unexciting i have absolutely nothing to talk abouttttttt. sucks.

i miss Mr Banglaman. ): i miss bukit batok Mr Banglaman, jurong west Mr Banglaman isnt the same.

Friday, March 16, 2007
{ 7:04 AM on '' }


so i was being a good girl and clearing up my "study" room today (i still kept junk from primary four onwards, so naturally there was no more space to dump my current books and wksts) when i got the shock of my life. yes, i exaggerate. but well, my dad used to collect random articles from berita harian (i have no idea why), so there i was, dumping piles and piles of newspapers into one huge stack when one particular article caught my eye so i read it. it was about nus malay drama or something of that sort, and guess whose picture was on the article! MR MIZAR. hahahahah! after recovering from the initial surprise, i started laughing and laughing and well, continued laughing. my mom thought i'd finally lost it. it wasnt like he had two heads or three eyes, it just seemed very funny at that time.

but now that i think about it, it's quite creepy. of all the articles that i cleared (believe me, there were A LOT of articles) without giving so much as a second glance, that particular one somehow caught my eye. -shudders- it's weird to think that while i was playing hopscotch in damai, mr mizar was participating in things like nus malay drama. somewhere along the way our paths crossed and he became mr mat cum our rs mentor last year. hmm.

anyway, yesterday nat, lisa, crystal and i went out for our batch outing! hahaha. it finally happened, after much discussion and numerous backup plans. went for sakura buffet, where we stuffed ourselves until we were all on the verge of puking.



didnt watch cyborg after that (there goes all the planning to sneak into an nc16 movie!) and went to settlers cafe at clarke quay. it's basically a place where you pay 6 bucks to receive a free flow of drinks plus three(?) hours of access to all the board games in the world. we thought it was gonna be damn lame but it really wasnt that bad.


we played many weird games like ingenius, jungle speed, SLAMWICH (by far the lamest game on earth), rat-a-tat-cat, and many others, but the best was of course, TABOO! which crystal sucks at, hahaha. so overall it was quite fun, even though sneaking into cyborg would've been okay too (if we'd actually been able to, which i doubt considering that nat looked like a primary school kid).

okay fine i'll shut up and continue with ss pt.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007
{ 7:18 AM on '' }


in comparison to early yesterday, late yesterday and today were like the best times of my life. well i exaggerate. obor was okay, started off kind of slow but got better after imran came out. haha. rauzan's not too bad either, i like that his malay is rabak. we share a connection. anyway imran's super nice! it was fun chatting with him (even though it lasted like five minutes). i really really hope that if he does come to rg it's sometime this year. woo.

and today i'm happy cos i spent 75 bucks. of course i felt guilty (again, for like five minutes) but it's all good cos i have my veronika decides to die and sesame street shirt! i'm such a retard. thank god i dont hold on to my atm card, otherwise i would've impulsively bought a paul frank watch and godknowswhat else. eh i swear there were more things that caught my eye, i was gonna make a list so that everyone knows what to get me for my birthday. who cares if it's three months away, it's good to plan early so you have time to save up right? but since i cant recall what they are, for now its just paul frank watch/grey's anatomy dvds/niptuck dvds. oh and a bag. any decent bag is fine with me thanks. [:

speaking of EIGHTH (not eighteen, EIGHT!) june, guess where i'm spending my birthday this year. (clue: it's where chris proposed to loralai.) oh right, not everyone watches gilmore, unlike cool people like me. france, my friends. [: but i feel guilty/sad for those who didnt make it. ):

okay back to gilmore (arent i diligent?). au revoir!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007
{ 5:01 AM on '' }


i'm free mother freeeeee! well for the rest of the week at least. and that's excluding pts and homework. so basically im not free, it's just that for now there are no more tests for me to screw up. (omg i screwed up qa like damn bloody badly. i memorised the whole freaking thing, i swear, and it still didnt help because my fucking observations are wrong!!! ): there's no way i'm passing chem, like ever.)

on another note, we felt the tremors today! okay i know it's not supposed to be something exciting cos somewhere out there some poor country was hit by a natural disaster but life gets so mundane that you just cant help it. anyway it was quite funny because i had no idea what hit me (pun not intended) and i was so convinced that has shook my table and she was convinced that i shook hers. if someone hadnt screamed EARTHQUAKE we would have still been arguing about who shook whose table. so in case of a real earthquake, will someone kindly alert us and remind us to evacuate the building thanks.

is it just me, or is time flying way too fast for its own good? i can't even remember the last time i went out in home clothes. and i miss fik but like i'm not gonna see him for damn bloody long, which is so sad. at least there's that obor thing next week. the only thing to look forward to. and i have to spend the holidays studying my butt off (for bio at least, since i'm convinced i cannot pass chem) so i don't screw up anymore than i already have. okay whatever i had something to say but i can't remember what so i'm just babbling for the sake of it.
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