Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Friday, August 24, 2007
{ 2:39 AM on '' }


Once upon a time, during the second part of History EYAs, my brain decided to stop functioning. I read the sources over, and over, and over again, and still I couldn't figure out how to use them to answer the freaking question. Write nonsense, I did, and at the end of it I'd produced the worst essay I've ever written in my life. (No, I'm not exaggerating.)

So I figured, let history be history and let's ace the Lit paper! After all, I'd already written the worst essay humanly possible so how bad could Lit be, right? Wrong. I read the poem over, and over, and over again, and I couldn't make sense of it. (IS IT JUST ME OR WAS IT A HORRIBLE POEM?) So because I didn't know how the hell to interpret the damn poem, I ended up writing mostly on a literal level, which, of course, is what NOT to do for a Lit exam.

So bottomline is, I'm fucking screwed, and it's not even funny anymore. I'm just hoping my history SEQ and Handmaid's Tale question can salvage me. Of course, if my Lit paper ended up in You-Know-Who's hands, then well. I'll be even more screwed than fucking screwed.

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Kau juga seperti aku,
seperti dia, seperti kami, seperti mereka
yang berlari-lari tidak terhenti
berpusing-pusing di balapan ini
dan tatkala tersungkur mencium bumi
kau menuduh mereka, mereka menuduh aku, aku menuduh kau.
Sampai bila kita harus begini?

Saturday, August 11, 2007
{ 10:34 AM on '' }


DISCLAIMER: The following is a FORFEIT, I repeat, a FORFEIT that I had to do because I love BRIGHTY and Kak Guy and would do anything for them I lost the second bowling match today. ): And because I'm not scandalous enough (unlike Sheila and Liza) for them to come up with a better forfeit. If you choose to believe that whatever is said in the video is true then that's your problem, but you should know that I am a very righteous person and I don't lie so you should believe me when I say that it's a bunch of gobbledygook.



There goes my dignity.

The next one's of Encik Soffia. [: Who lost the first game due to Liza's last minute tyconess. [Haha I bet Kak Guy's now making a comment about my supposed crush on Soff]



Yes, we are so takde kerja.

Today was damn awesome, thank you BRIGHTY and Kak Guy! Saaaaayang korang.

"Wo ai ni Jay Chouuuuu!" - Guess who kept screaming this the whole of today?

Maryam needs to stop pretending EYAs arent a week away.

Monday, August 06, 2007
{ 10:12 PM on '' }


I'm so so disturbed that horrible things have happened since we won. Everytime we try to recover from a fall we get knocked down by a bus. It's becoming so so emotionally draining that I have no idea what to feel anymore. I guess there's nothing much anyone can do or say. Nonetheless, a victory is still a victory and no one can take that away from us, because when the sun shines we'll shine together.

We did it! We won prelims, quarters and semis, best speaker in every match. We won finals, best speaker in finals and overall best speaker. If that isn't total ownage, I don't know what is.

Soffia, Sheila, Liza, Nissa, Kak Guy and Cg Melly: Thank you for making it all worth it. Every single moment, even the pinches, gettting thrown out before even finishing my first line, the laughter, the tears. Miee lubx euu all.


I've had bad withdrawal symptoms since Sunday night, which is horrible because naturally I couldn't (and still can't) concentrate on anything. I miss everything already, it felt so strange to get home at 3 as opposed to like 11pm. ):

Okay back to Hitler.


MARYAM (:
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