Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
{ 5:01 AM on '' }


I hate options. ): Wasting my life awaaaay. I can't believe I spent two hours in Law and Punishment listening to people argue in circles and another two more hours with Cynthia afterwards attempting to make sense of Devlin's paper so we don't look like idiots when we do our presentation. Which resulted in my coming home 5 mins before buka time. So much for doing math before breaking fast tsk.

Yes yes I have been whining and complaining and wallowing in self-pity, so sue me.

Received an sms from Mark today! Who knew he even had my number hah. I miss Mark. And the rest.



And Fik.









But most of all, ZAIAIAIAIAIAI.





And because I feel like posting random photos







And lastly, because Kak Guy is, will always be and has always been da bomb even since more than a year ago.



Haha. Yea okay how frivolous.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007
{ 3:47 AM on '' }


SOMEONE TELL ME WHICH PART OF THIS WHOLE OPTIONS PERIOD IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN.

Initially I got all the modules I opted for, so hooray. NOT. Like they dump me in classes with barely anyone i know! Like I'm the only one from 412 for my genomic origin class? And it's like so painful (literally) cos it's like two hours everyday and it's in the lab so we sit on stools with no backing so like I'm going to turn into Hunchback of Notre Dame soon. And I have two modules everyday, the earliest ending at FOUR and latest SIX. Wth, no? But I was becoming all zen and pasrah about my horrible horrible luck, like thank God there's Mel Lam for genomic she's like so funny so I was like okay maybe it's not so bad.

(And pparently my genomic is weeks 4-6 and not 1-3 now so yesterday I wasted 2 hours of my life in the lab for nothing. Nothing!)

And then! Because genomic is every. Freaking. Day. It clashed with my Hollywood so surprise surprise I am being dumped into isolation again. I want Hollywood! So now instead of Hollywood I get Law & Punishment which I guess isn't too bad cos I am considering law (even though lawyers have to work their asses off which I don't think I can do). BUT. Naturally they cannot have mercy on me and put me in with my classmates so I am friendless once again. Hooray. And this time there's no Mel Lam to save me. ): OH, the best part is. the other L&P class is on the exact same days AND times as my class. Like what is your problem cant you just have some compassion and put me in with my classmates!!!

And because I am Lonely and Friendless for my classes, it means that I am Lonely and Friendless during my free time too. COME ONNNNNNN. Yes everyone think of me when you think that your options suck thanks.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007
{ 6:08 AM on '' }


Selangor was alright.

1) Malaysian roads = hellish.
2) No leeches, thank God.
3) Kuda kepang scared the living shit out of me.
4) So did Eye on Malaysia (fear of heights yo!), even though it got quite lame after a while.
5) Finding cockles = fun, though frustrating.
6) Kampong = not too bad, albeit the insects.
7) Fishing for eels = fun-ish. Would've been funner if I'd actually caught something? But running through paddy field in the pelting rain with Azira leading the way was quite disastrous haha.
8) Shopping sucked. ):
9) Cikgus = super cute. "Jangan bilang suami saya tau!"
10) Singapore pwns!



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The More Loving One - W H Auden

Looking up at the stars, I know quite well
That, for all they care, I can go to hell,

But on earth indifference is the least
We have to dread from man or beast.

How should we like it were stars to burn
With a passion for us we could not return?
If equal affection cannot be,
Let the more loving one be me.

Admirer as I think I am
Of stars that do not give a damn,
I cannot, now I see them, say
I missed one terribly all day.

Were all stars to disappear or die,
I should learn to look at an empty sky
And feel its total dark sublime,
Though this might take me a little time


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How apt.

MARYAM (:
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