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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
{ 1:37 AM on '' }
The holidays are taking a toll on my once almost perfect (HAH!) spelling ability. I've spelt disappointing as dissappointing, convenient as convinient, exercise as excercise, etc etc. This is Bad.
I'm so so so sick of rotting away. But of course I'm too lazy to do anything productive. There's so many things that I need. Need, not want, so it's justified if I spend tons of money on these things. That's why I keep telling myself anyway. But I'm even too lazy to drag my butt anywhere at all so how I'm going to acquire these things is a mystery to me. Hmmm.
Dear Secret Santa,
Please give me a million dollars so I can get out of this place. If that's too impossible a task, please find me a rich old man to marry. Thank you I love youuuu. xoxo.
I've never realised how much blogging sounds like talking to myself. Hmmm.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
{ 11:12 PM on '' }
Prom was like ages ago but whatever. Am I the only one who thought it was Ridiculous? Maybe I just shouldn't have had high expectations, but who knew I would end up miserable tsk. Ok I should shut up now, I have a tendency to say more than I should and having it come back and bite me in the ass.
Yea okay enough. I must say Dian did a good job though so yay Dian! Woo! Pre and post prom was fun too so it's okay la. Screw prom itself, that's all. Oh right I was supposed to shut up.
So yesterday we went to meet Fik. [: I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE Fik. Can't believe I couldn't even remember the last time I saw him tsk. First we got a door slammed in our faces (but it's okay cos we saw him before everyone else did and he said hello), and then our hugs got rejected (but it's okay cos it was Minmin's orders, not his own lack of heart). And Arina subsequently managed to establish her reputation as the Insane, Crazy fan. And I subsequently spent 32 bucks because Zai came and we couldn't get enough of him so we queued up with her to go up again. Fik was like, Wah feels like I haven't seen you guys in a few months! Padahal only a few minutes ago heh. So cute la. He talked to us for a relatively long time, and would've talked longer if Minmin didn't keep screaming "CEPAT!" every few seconds. Poor Fik. But I think I've grown to like Minmin. She actually talked to us about how people were complaining cos the queue was so long/slow, yada yada. Previously she would just grunt and shout "GET OUT" heheh. So anyway. My point is, Fik is Da Bomb.
Today was the last madrasah session of my whole life. Whoa nostalgic. Haha kidding, but I will miss ustazah. If anyone could inspire me to be alim and be a better person, it would be her. Chey. But yes I hope our paths will cross again someday.
Today also marks exactly 29 months. I don't know why I've started to keep track. Time to let go? But how to.
I guess every once in a while we need to be reminded of what's truly important in life.
Monday, November 05, 2007
{ 10:08 PM on '' }
Hahaha I'm quite sure no one comes here anymore save for Amelina cos she's a loser like that and read's EVERYONE's blogs. But actually I think she's probably given up as well so hooray I'm free to diclose my deepest darkest secrets ooooh.
Not.
So I am no longer an RGS girl hahaha I'm so fucking happy. Of course there are things I will miss about the school and just thinking about it makes me sad. Yknow, I honestly don't feel a tinge of sadness at all hah! Of course, no matter how much I hate the place/system/people sometimes, I can't imagine spending four years of my secondary school life anywhere else. I'm quite thankful for the people I've met and how I've turned out (well actually, no, but at the very least I'm not a juvenile delinquent right?) so for that, hooray RG. A big huge BOO to the system, the insane competitiveness, the nonsensical rules, the killing of brain cells (esp through the crazy chem papers they set), etc etc. But yknow, all that are mere learning experiences. After awhile you just come to a point where you go, "SCREW IT. Not being able to pass chem does not make me a total failure and does not mean that my future is screwed." But I sure am ecstatic that it's overrrrrr haha so long suckaaaaa. I SURVIVED RGS HELLO LIKE HOW STRONG AM I. Hah.
Yes I do realise that every end marks a new beginning (eww cliche much) but I choose not to worry about that for now because it scares the hell out of me. Let me bask in my new-found freedom. Speaking of which, I'm starting to get tired of it already haha. If I had no sense of purpose in life when there was school, what more now when all I do is waste my life away rotting at home or attempting to shop. This beats school anytime of course. But yes, I feel like I need to do something purposeful. Hmmm.
Prom is in less than a week, how exciting woo. No, really. I'm expecting the event itself to be highly unimpressive but who cares. The preparations are fun, albeit frustrating at times when you just can't find what you're looking for. Or when you find things you absolutely love but cannot afford. Actually the more I think of it the more I find it stupid that people can get so stressed and are willing to spend so much money on an event like this. Oh well.
Wow look, a relatively proper post. Like finally. Good job Maryam!
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
{ 1:37 AM on '' }
The holidays are taking a toll on my once almost perfect (HAH!) spelling ability. I've spelt disappointing as dissappointing, convenient as convinient, exercise as excercise, etc etc. This is Bad.
I'm so so so sick of rotting away. But of course I'm too lazy to do anything productive. There's so many things that I need. Need, not want, so it's justified if I spend tons of money on these things. That's why I keep telling myself anyway. But I'm even too lazy to drag my butt anywhere at all so how I'm going to acquire these things is a mystery to me. Hmmm.
Dear Secret Santa,
Please give me a million dollars so I can get out of this place. If that's too impossible a task, please find me a rich old man to marry. Thank you I love youuuu. xoxo.
I've never realised how much blogging sounds like talking to myself. Hmmm.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
{ 11:12 PM on '' }
Prom was like ages ago but whatever. Am I the only one who thought it was Ridiculous? Maybe I just shouldn't have had high expectations, but who knew I would end up miserable tsk. Ok I should shut up now, I have a tendency to say more than I should and having it come back and bite me in the ass.
Yea okay enough. I must say Dian did a good job though so yay Dian! Woo! Pre and post prom was fun too so it's okay la. Screw prom itself, that's all. Oh right I was supposed to shut up.
So yesterday we went to meet Fik. [: I LOOOOOOOOOOOVE Fik. Can't believe I couldn't even remember the last time I saw him tsk. First we got a door slammed in our faces (but it's okay cos we saw him before everyone else did and he said hello), and then our hugs got rejected (but it's okay cos it was Minmin's orders, not his own lack of heart). And Arina subsequently managed to establish her reputation as the Insane, Crazy fan. And I subsequently spent 32 bucks because Zai came and we couldn't get enough of him so we queued up with her to go up again. Fik was like, Wah feels like I haven't seen you guys in a few months! Padahal only a few minutes ago heh. So cute la. He talked to us for a relatively long time, and would've talked longer if Minmin didn't keep screaming "CEPAT!" every few seconds. Poor Fik. But I think I've grown to like Minmin. She actually talked to us about how people were complaining cos the queue was so long/slow, yada yada. Previously she would just grunt and shout "GET OUT" heheh. So anyway. My point is, Fik is Da Bomb.
Today was the last madrasah session of my whole life. Whoa nostalgic. Haha kidding, but I will miss ustazah. If anyone could inspire me to be alim and be a better person, it would be her. Chey. But yes I hope our paths will cross again someday.
Today also marks exactly 29 months. I don't know why I've started to keep track. Time to let go? But how to.
I guess every once in a while we need to be reminded of what's truly important in life.
Monday, November 05, 2007
{ 10:08 PM on '' }
Hahaha I'm quite sure no one comes here anymore save for Amelina cos she's a loser like that and read's EVERYONE's blogs. But actually I think she's probably given up as well so hooray I'm free to diclose my deepest darkest secrets ooooh.
Not.
So I am no longer an RGS girl hahaha I'm so fucking happy. Of course there are things I will miss about the school and just thinking about it makes me sad. Yknow, I honestly don't feel a tinge of sadness at all hah! Of course, no matter how much I hate the place/system/people sometimes, I can't imagine spending four years of my secondary school life anywhere else. I'm quite thankful for the people I've met and how I've turned out (well actually, no, but at the very least I'm not a juvenile delinquent right?) so for that, hooray RG. A big huge BOO to the system, the insane competitiveness, the nonsensical rules, the killing of brain cells (esp through the crazy chem papers they set), etc etc. But yknow, all that are mere learning experiences. After awhile you just come to a point where you go, "SCREW IT. Not being able to pass chem does not make me a total failure and does not mean that my future is screwed." But I sure am ecstatic that it's overrrrrr haha so long suckaaaaa. I SURVIVED RGS HELLO LIKE HOW STRONG AM I. Hah.
Yes I do realise that every end marks a new beginning (eww cliche much) but I choose not to worry about that for now because it scares the hell out of me. Let me bask in my new-found freedom. Speaking of which, I'm starting to get tired of it already haha. If I had no sense of purpose in life when there was school, what more now when all I do is waste my life away rotting at home or attempting to shop. This beats school anytime of course. But yes, I feel like I need to do something purposeful. Hmmm.
Prom is in less than a week, how exciting woo. No, really. I'm expecting the event itself to be highly unimpressive but who cares. The preparations are fun, albeit frustrating at times when you just can't find what you're looking for. Or when you find things you absolutely love but cannot afford. Actually the more I think of it the more I find it stupid that people can get so stressed and are willing to spend so much money on an event like this. Oh well.
Wow look, a relatively proper post. Like finally. Good job Maryam!
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