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Monday, November 05, 2007
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Hahaha I'm quite sure no one comes here anymore save for Amelina cos she's a loser like that and read's EVERYONE's blogs. But actually I think she's probably given up as well so hooray I'm free to diclose my deepest darkest secrets ooooh.
Not.
So I am no longer an RGS girl hahaha I'm so fucking happy. Of course there are things I will miss about the school and just thinking about it makes me sad. Yknow, I honestly don't feel a tinge of sadness at all hah! Of course, no matter how much I hate the place/system/people sometimes, I can't imagine spending four years of my secondary school life anywhere else. I'm quite thankful for the people I've met and how I've turned out (well actually, no, but at the very least I'm not a juvenile delinquent right?) so for that, hooray RG. A big huge BOO to the system, the insane competitiveness, the nonsensical rules, the killing of brain cells (esp through the crazy chem papers they set), etc etc. But yknow, all that are mere learning experiences. After awhile you just come to a point where you go, "SCREW IT. Not being able to pass chem does not make me a total failure and does not mean that my future is screwed." But I sure am ecstatic that it's overrrrrr haha so long suckaaaaa. I SURVIVED RGS HELLO LIKE HOW STRONG AM I. Hah.
Yes I do realise that every end marks a new beginning (eww cliche much) but I choose not to worry about that for now because it scares the hell out of me. Let me bask in my new-found freedom. Speaking of which, I'm starting to get tired of it already haha. If I had no sense of purpose in life when there was school, what more now when all I do is waste my life away rotting at home or attempting to shop. This beats school anytime of course. But yes, I feel like I need to do something purposeful. Hmmm.
Prom is in less than a week, how exciting woo. No, really. I'm expecting the event itself to be highly unimpressive but who cares. The preparations are fun, albeit frustrating at times when you just can't find what you're looking for. Or when you find things you absolutely love but cannot afford. Actually the more I think of it the more I find it stupid that people can get so stressed and are willing to spend so much money on an event like this. Oh well.
Wow look, a relatively proper post. Like finally. Good job Maryam!
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Monday, November 05, 2007
{ 10:08 PM on '' }
Hahaha I'm quite sure no one comes here anymore save for Amelina cos she's a loser like that and read's EVERYONE's blogs. But actually I think she's probably given up as well so hooray I'm free to diclose my deepest darkest secrets ooooh.
Not.
So I am no longer an RGS girl hahaha I'm so fucking happy. Of course there are things I will miss about the school and just thinking about it makes me sad. Yknow, I honestly don't feel a tinge of sadness at all hah! Of course, no matter how much I hate the place/system/people sometimes, I can't imagine spending four years of my secondary school life anywhere else. I'm quite thankful for the people I've met and how I've turned out (well actually, no, but at the very least I'm not a juvenile delinquent right?) so for that, hooray RG. A big huge BOO to the system, the insane competitiveness, the nonsensical rules, the killing of brain cells (esp through the crazy chem papers they set), etc etc. But yknow, all that are mere learning experiences. After awhile you just come to a point where you go, "SCREW IT. Not being able to pass chem does not make me a total failure and does not mean that my future is screwed." But I sure am ecstatic that it's overrrrrr haha so long suckaaaaa. I SURVIVED RGS HELLO LIKE HOW STRONG AM I. Hah.
Yes I do realise that every end marks a new beginning (eww cliche much) but I choose not to worry about that for now because it scares the hell out of me. Let me bask in my new-found freedom. Speaking of which, I'm starting to get tired of it already haha. If I had no sense of purpose in life when there was school, what more now when all I do is waste my life away rotting at home or attempting to shop. This beats school anytime of course. But yes, I feel like I need to do something purposeful. Hmmm.
Prom is in less than a week, how exciting woo. No, really. I'm expecting the event itself to be highly unimpressive but who cares. The preparations are fun, albeit frustrating at times when you just can't find what you're looking for. Or when you find things you absolutely love but cannot afford. Actually the more I think of it the more I find it stupid that people can get so stressed and are willing to spend so much money on an event like this. Oh well.
Wow look, a relatively proper post. Like finally. Good job Maryam!
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