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Monday, December 31, 2007
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So another year is coming to an end. I think 2007 has been a relatively good year. Maybe because the last couple of years were like shit but well that's not the point.
2007 marks the concluding chapter in my life as an rgs girl (chey) and boy oh boy am I Glad it's over. Haha. I'll miss the location the most cos come on, being in a school situated within walking distance of Orchard Road has its perks. I keep thinking I'll drop by Far East to go rent a book from that uncle, or to eat at Cahaya (and have the aunty give us free you char kway) or to go buy sushi from Tangs or to walk from Far East to PS just to waste time, and then I realise DAMN IT there is only J8 next year. Which kind of sucks. Of course I'll miss the actual school building, especially the airconditioned classrooms and malay room and. Erm. The science labs, since I'm never stepping into one ever again. Other than that, nothing else. Hah.
And I will miss being in a wacko class like 412. Especially tablemates Has and Ruiling who made me feel like I wasn't alone when I was completely lost in math/chem haha, who made fun of teachers and laughed at their ridiculous dress sense. And each and everyone else as well, I can't be bothered to mention names but thank you for making school bearable (at times).
I think the highlights of the year would have to be France and bahas. France was amazing, despite the erm interesting experience in Belgium with the suspicious foreigners and no lights (!!) and sharing the same toilet with Everyone else, and having to eat fish, fish, and erm more fish, and not being able to stay and explore certain places as much as I'd wanted to like Versailles and Lourve. But Paris was/is Da Bomb so it's ok. And the company was great, thank god for Nunu Amer Ruiling Jasleen Olly Yingqi Bengbeng and all the other sec fours who made the trip worthwhile. Boo to the sec threes who created trouble and havoc hahahaha.
Bahas. Bahas was Bloody Awesome there are no words to describe the experience. A great way to end my four years in rg I must say, like finally I got to prove that I am not Completely Useless and actually contributed to the school. HAHAHA. Though I honestly think there wasn't a performance I was truly proud of because I screwed up Every Single Match. But hey we won because Brighty is awesome like that so who cares. It was a hell of a learning experience, in more ways than one. I love and miss Soff Sheila Liza Nissa who are the most rocking juniors ever and Cg Melly who helped and supported in Every way possible from brainstorming to making sure we are well-fed and driving us around heheh. And of course Kak Guy. I don't even know where to start but all I can say is that she is Queen Bombz and I am So Grateful she's around.
And of course, A MINAH. Need I say more? I think we really should have a camera follow us around everywhere, we are So Funny and provide such Great entertainment. We'll be like the Next Big Thing and be rich and famous! We are so full of ourselves haha but it's okay cos if each one of us gets Everyone we know to watch our show, I think we won't do too badly at all. Dyou feel me ma homies?
I also think that (the second half of) this year has been full of introspection and erm getting in touch with my emotional side heh. I have finally come to realise that when something happens, the effect of which can only be described as having a dagger Stabbed and Twisted in your heart, you don't just get over it, no matter how much you (and everyone else around you) want to. It's been two and a half years, which I suppose isn't a long time at all if you look at the bigger picture. Because I guess the whole process of recovery takes time. First you have to pull the dagger out, which would leave you to bleed profusely. Then you have to find a way to manage the bleeding somehow. And even after all that, you are left with a gaping Hole. Tough luck. And after a whole load of introspection, I am sad to say that I'm probably still stuck at square one, or have possibly taken only three minute steps forward. Because all I do is sit and think and reflect and mope, and don't do anything about it. Why, I don't quite know. I think there's something Big, Fat and Ugly that's stopping me and it's called Ego. Coupled with its good friend Obstinacy. Don't quite know if I'm making sense anymore (not that I normally do) so shall stop.
I don't want next year to come because I still feel like I'm four (heheheh) and JC is so... adultish. Like how the hell did the years pass by so damn fast. Am shit scared for the future but well, we'll see what happens.
I foresee a whole load of shit in 2008 but hey what else is new. I say, Bring It On.
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Monday, December 31, 2007
{ 12:40 AM on '' }
So another year is coming to an end. I think 2007 has been a relatively good year. Maybe because the last couple of years were like shit but well that's not the point.
2007 marks the concluding chapter in my life as an rgs girl (chey) and boy oh boy am I Glad it's over. Haha. I'll miss the location the most cos come on, being in a school situated within walking distance of Orchard Road has its perks. I keep thinking I'll drop by Far East to go rent a book from that uncle, or to eat at Cahaya (and have the aunty give us free you char kway) or to go buy sushi from Tangs or to walk from Far East to PS just to waste time, and then I realise DAMN IT there is only J8 next year. Which kind of sucks. Of course I'll miss the actual school building, especially the airconditioned classrooms and malay room and. Erm. The science labs, since I'm never stepping into one ever again. Other than that, nothing else. Hah.
And I will miss being in a wacko class like 412. Especially tablemates Has and Ruiling who made me feel like I wasn't alone when I was completely lost in math/chem haha, who made fun of teachers and laughed at their ridiculous dress sense. And each and everyone else as well, I can't be bothered to mention names but thank you for making school bearable (at times).
I think the highlights of the year would have to be France and bahas. France was amazing, despite the erm interesting experience in Belgium with the suspicious foreigners and no lights (!!) and sharing the same toilet with Everyone else, and having to eat fish, fish, and erm more fish, and not being able to stay and explore certain places as much as I'd wanted to like Versailles and Lourve. But Paris was/is Da Bomb so it's ok. And the company was great, thank god for Nunu Amer Ruiling Jasleen Olly Yingqi Bengbeng and all the other sec fours who made the trip worthwhile. Boo to the sec threes who created trouble and havoc hahahaha.
Bahas. Bahas was Bloody Awesome there are no words to describe the experience. A great way to end my four years in rg I must say, like finally I got to prove that I am not Completely Useless and actually contributed to the school. HAHAHA. Though I honestly think there wasn't a performance I was truly proud of because I screwed up Every Single Match. But hey we won because Brighty is awesome like that so who cares. It was a hell of a learning experience, in more ways than one. I love and miss Soff Sheila Liza Nissa who are the most rocking juniors ever and Cg Melly who helped and supported in Every way possible from brainstorming to making sure we are well-fed and driving us around heheh. And of course Kak Guy. I don't even know where to start but all I can say is that she is Queen Bombz and I am So Grateful she's around.
And of course, A MINAH. Need I say more? I think we really should have a camera follow us around everywhere, we are So Funny and provide such Great entertainment. We'll be like the Next Big Thing and be rich and famous! We are so full of ourselves haha but it's okay cos if each one of us gets Everyone we know to watch our show, I think we won't do too badly at all. Dyou feel me ma homies?
I also think that (the second half of) this year has been full of introspection and erm getting in touch with my emotional side heh. I have finally come to realise that when something happens, the effect of which can only be described as having a dagger Stabbed and Twisted in your heart, you don't just get over it, no matter how much you (and everyone else around you) want to. It's been two and a half years, which I suppose isn't a long time at all if you look at the bigger picture. Because I guess the whole process of recovery takes time. First you have to pull the dagger out, which would leave you to bleed profusely. Then you have to find a way to manage the bleeding somehow. And even after all that, you are left with a gaping Hole. Tough luck. And after a whole load of introspection, I am sad to say that I'm probably still stuck at square one, or have possibly taken only three minute steps forward. Because all I do is sit and think and reflect and mope, and don't do anything about it. Why, I don't quite know. I think there's something Big, Fat and Ugly that's stopping me and it's called Ego. Coupled with its good friend Obstinacy. Don't quite know if I'm making sense anymore (not that I normally do) so shall stop.
I don't want next year to come because I still feel like I'm four (heheheh) and JC is so... adultish. Like how the hell did the years pass by so damn fast. Am shit scared for the future but well, we'll see what happens.
I foresee a whole load of shit in 2008 but hey what else is new. I say, Bring It On.
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