Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
{ 1:38 AM on '' }


I'm as bitter as coffee
Nothing makes me happy
I really don't want to study
Whatever k I need to pee.

Well at least I'm a poet.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008
{ 6:29 AM on '' }


Promos are not going well. As you can see I lost all motivation to study or work anymore so I'm here. Math was unfuckingbelievable. So much for abbdd. Just let me promote.

Sunday, September 21, 2008
{ 6:16 AM on '' }


PROMOS TOMORROW HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHA.

Exciting shitz.

Let's see. I have two papers tomorrow which essentially equates to four papers cos GP paper one and two and then there's bahasa paper which consists of karangan and compre. Awesome. Well could be worse. At least it's not sastera paper. Bahasa paper you can (somewhat) bullshit your way through (I hope) but sastera need to study and store information which my brain cannot take. But I end at fourrrrrr. Whinesssssss.

Gosh feels so surreal. Haha drama sia, baru promos. Delirious. K la bye.
abbdd please ):

Friday, September 19, 2008
{ 9:43 AM on '' }


Forget whatever I said about having worked relatively hard. Today I came to the conclusion that there's no way I'm passing math even though I so badly want to. And yet I try and try and try and waste so many damn hours on it and I don't know why I bother because I'm sure it doesn't make a difference.

As Farhanah would put it, I damn anger now sia.

Thursday, September 18, 2008
{ 6:44 AM on '' }


I'm at a state of inertia (WAH WAH PHYSICS TERM AND I HAVEN'T TAKEN PHYSICS SINCE SEC2). I don't know what to do. I'm disillusioned. Half of me wants to give myself a pat cos I think I've been working relatively hard (by my standards la ok so don't judge) but the other half wants to slap this half because both halves know that it's not hard enough. Then again nothing's ever enough. I miss being/feeling smart like was/did say five years ago (PSLE HAHAHA). Psle my ass. Welcome to the real world. Also, I blogged twice tonight (although the other was just two words HUR). Wow such productivity.

{ 6:44 AM on '' }


SLITZZZZZ WRISTZZZZZZZZZZZ.

Thursday, September 11, 2008
{ 12:00 AM on '' }


Today is a special day because someone turns eleven!



Even though she has called me all sorts of unflattering terms like yam, coke monster, sumo wrestler, rice gunny sack, ball, etc etc (you get the point), and even though she likes to abuse me by poking/pinching/chopping off my limbs and feeding them to cows (even though cows are herbivores) or chopping off my head and use it to play volleyball, I love her all the same because she is my favourite ka kaak (like I have any other hur) and coach (again, like I have any other) and lawyer and poet and superwoman.

Happy Birthday [: I love you x infinity ^ infinity haha


Don't grow up please? ):

MARYAM (:
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