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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
{ 3:10 AM on '' }
If Malay had only paper one I would be done with cts (like MIFFIE YOU LUCKY THING). Wouldn't that be nice. But no, when is life ever nice? Ok abeh angst.
Yesterday morning when we had to take out temperature mine was 35.9 like wow awesome. So sat for econs which was okay I think a lot of people will ace it good for them not good for me because comparatively my essays would suck (even more). But I think can improve and any improvement is fine because slow and steady wins the race beb. Afterwards wasted time away with Xtina who was trying to study art and Nat and Bob who were studying KI and rudely breaking me and Xtina's concentration by discussing what is beauty what is art and other unnecessarily confusing philosophical questions/theories. Bla bla time to go our separate ways for our different papers (not so separate, because our venues were along the same corridor but you get my drift) then had to take temperature and lo and behold mine was 37.6 which is the trigger temperature. Wah wah exciting stuff. The teachers were like whiperwhisperpointpoint to me and I was told to take it again. This time it was 37.7 and I was asked if I drank hot coffee before this(?!) and I said no and the teacher shook her head and told me I had to leave and not take the test. I was like gasp and reluctantly packed my stuff cos macam I was in the zone already and the teacher was like don't lie la I know you happy no need to sit for test. So I was shooed away to the dungeon (how apt) where I was greeted by staff in masks and I had to sit at the holding area and drink water and cool down before taking my temperature again. All I had to entertain myself was my pencil case, kamus and sweater since my stuff was in my locker and I wasn't allowed to move. Some time later took temperature again and it was 37.8 though I felt fine so I had to wear a mask(!!!) and the woman called mum to get her to fetch but she was uncontactable for the longest time so I just waited and waited and waited and was bored to death and started drawing a mental list of people I've been in close proximity with (you know, just in case). As you can see paranoia was setting in heh. They sent me my stuff from my locker and finally got my phone (thanks for entertaining me Sadikin!) and after a couple more hours of staring into blank space mum finally came and I was free.
Went home ate food ate medicine slept and hardly studied despite my two papers today. Half hoping temperature was still highish but it wasn't so I had to face the music. Math was okay though I forgot simple things that I shouldn't have forgotten but all I say is h1 math=best decision evah. Lit was baD (ha I am so subtle) but I tell myself that I didn't put in as much as effort as I would have liked so it's ok I am going to get the grade I deserve. My subconscience nags at me and asks me HOW IS THAT OKAY?! But I say, shut up and let me go.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
{ 8:40 AM on '' }
1. I wish to find my purple kinder dinosaur so that when school reopens I will stop making 7-11 rich and my pockets empty
2. I wish my heart and head could have a nice chat and my heart would agree to give in to my head at all times (in this regard)
3. I wish I was as tall as Xtina
4. I wish I was as skinny as Nat
5. I wish I was a better person/friend/daughter/student/muslim
6. I wish I was as smart as Haris/Haliim
7. I wish to meet Aidil
8. I wish people would stop forcing me to do things I don't want to
9. I wish 09 could have been a Brighty year
10. I wish I was rich enough to satisfy my material needs/desires
11. I wish I would start thinking/feeling/acting like an 18yr old
12. I wish to hang out with Fatin (whom I met at bahas semis) whom I last saw in sec1?
13. I wish for world peace
14. I wish I was strong
15. I wish I would stop expecting things from people
16. I wish life now was what it was four years ago
17. I wish there was something I could be proud of and make others proud of me
18. I wish to have a pet unicorn/penguin
19. I wish I was in another school (vj/tj or something like if Yingqi had stayed in vj and me and nat went to vj then we would've met and been frenz.)
20. I wish to stop studying
21. I wish to love and be loved
22. I wish to visit all the wonders of the world
23. I wish I would stop judging/being judged
24. I wish to keep a rainbow in my room
25. I wish my ego wasn't so big
26. I wish my hair would grow faster (i think. i'm not sure maybe i should cut it and wish it never grows?)
27. I wish I had an amazing talent
And the list goes on and on but most of all, I wish I would stop wishing and start living.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
{ 11:06 PM on '' }
Four.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
{ 11:55 PM on '' }
Shutting down shutting down shut down down shut shut shut down down down shut down shut down. shut. down.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
{ 10:14 AM on '' }
CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THE RG KIDS ARE REVIVING SRI SATRIA. Ame and I went through shit in sec2 trying to stop the murder/avenge the death but to no avail and suddenly four years later it is being revived?!! When we are gone?!! HOW are you all doing it. HOW HOW HOW. Who is teaching you songs and ragam and to play rebana and anak and ABANG JOE I MISS ABANG JOE (how come he has a name when no other instrument does?). Are you all singing the darah mengalir song?! (i've no idea who i'm talking to) I'M SO JEALOUS SERIUZLY I WANT TO BE IN RG. Another addition to my list of reasons for hating rj. Semangat satria kian menunu man.
Monday, June 08, 2009
{ 9:55 AM on '' }
After one whole week of hols I discovered I don't know where my gc is ): And I don't know shit about Pnp ): And I hate the feeling of guilt whenever I watch tv or go online or go out or EAT OR SLEEP OMG SAVE ME. fml (hur this is so overused now) ok what a senseless post.
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
{ 3:10 AM on '' }
If Malay had only paper one I would be done with cts (like MIFFIE YOU LUCKY THING). Wouldn't that be nice. But no, when is life ever nice? Ok abeh angst.
Yesterday morning when we had to take out temperature mine was 35.9 like wow awesome. So sat for econs which was okay I think a lot of people will ace it good for them not good for me because comparatively my essays would suck (even more). But I think can improve and any improvement is fine because slow and steady wins the race beb. Afterwards wasted time away with Xtina who was trying to study art and Nat and Bob who were studying KI and rudely breaking me and Xtina's concentration by discussing what is beauty what is art and other unnecessarily confusing philosophical questions/theories. Bla bla time to go our separate ways for our different papers (not so separate, because our venues were along the same corridor but you get my drift) then had to take temperature and lo and behold mine was 37.6 which is the trigger temperature. Wah wah exciting stuff. The teachers were like whiperwhisperpointpoint to me and I was told to take it again. This time it was 37.7 and I was asked if I drank hot coffee before this(?!) and I said no and the teacher shook her head and told me I had to leave and not take the test. I was like gasp and reluctantly packed my stuff cos macam I was in the zone already and the teacher was like don't lie la I know you happy no need to sit for test. So I was shooed away to the dungeon (how apt) where I was greeted by staff in masks and I had to sit at the holding area and drink water and cool down before taking my temperature again. All I had to entertain myself was my pencil case, kamus and sweater since my stuff was in my locker and I wasn't allowed to move. Some time later took temperature again and it was 37.8 though I felt fine so I had to wear a mask(!!!) and the woman called mum to get her to fetch but she was uncontactable for the longest time so I just waited and waited and waited and was bored to death and started drawing a mental list of people I've been in close proximity with (you know, just in case). As you can see paranoia was setting in heh. They sent me my stuff from my locker and finally got my phone (thanks for entertaining me Sadikin!) and after a couple more hours of staring into blank space mum finally came and I was free.
Went home ate food ate medicine slept and hardly studied despite my two papers today. Half hoping temperature was still highish but it wasn't so I had to face the music. Math was okay though I forgot simple things that I shouldn't have forgotten but all I say is h1 math=best decision evah. Lit was baD (ha I am so subtle) but I tell myself that I didn't put in as much as effort as I would have liked so it's ok I am going to get the grade I deserve. My subconscience nags at me and asks me HOW IS THAT OKAY?! But I say, shut up and let me go.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
{ 8:40 AM on '' }
1. I wish to find my purple kinder dinosaur so that when school reopens I will stop making 7-11 rich and my pockets empty
2. I wish my heart and head could have a nice chat and my heart would agree to give in to my head at all times (in this regard)
3. I wish I was as tall as Xtina
4. I wish I was as skinny as Nat
5. I wish I was a better person/friend/daughter/student/muslim
6. I wish I was as smart as Haris/Haliim
7. I wish to meet Aidil
8. I wish people would stop forcing me to do things I don't want to
9. I wish 09 could have been a Brighty year
10. I wish I was rich enough to satisfy my material needs/desires
11. I wish I would start thinking/feeling/acting like an 18yr old
12. I wish to hang out with Fatin (whom I met at bahas semis) whom I last saw in sec1?
13. I wish for world peace
14. I wish I was strong
15. I wish I would stop expecting things from people
16. I wish life now was what it was four years ago
17. I wish there was something I could be proud of and make others proud of me
18. I wish to have a pet unicorn/penguin
19. I wish I was in another school (vj/tj or something like if Yingqi had stayed in vj and me and nat went to vj then we would've met and been frenz.)
20. I wish to stop studying
21. I wish to love and be loved
22. I wish to visit all the wonders of the world
23. I wish I would stop judging/being judged
24. I wish to keep a rainbow in my room
25. I wish my ego wasn't so big
26. I wish my hair would grow faster (i think. i'm not sure maybe i should cut it and wish it never grows?)
27. I wish I had an amazing talent
And the list goes on and on but most of all, I wish I would stop wishing and start living.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
{ 11:06 PM on '' }
Four.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
{ 11:55 PM on '' }
Shutting down shutting down shut down down shut shut shut down down down shut down shut down. shut. down.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
{ 10:14 AM on '' }
CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME HOW THE RG KIDS ARE REVIVING SRI SATRIA. Ame and I went through shit in sec2 trying to stop the murder/avenge the death but to no avail and suddenly four years later it is being revived?!! When we are gone?!! HOW are you all doing it. HOW HOW HOW. Who is teaching you songs and ragam and to play rebana and anak and ABANG JOE I MISS ABANG JOE (how come he has a name when no other instrument does?). Are you all singing the darah mengalir song?! (i've no idea who i'm talking to) I'M SO JEALOUS SERIUZLY I WANT TO BE IN RG. Another addition to my list of reasons for hating rj. Semangat satria kian menunu man.
Monday, June 08, 2009
{ 9:55 AM on '' }
After one whole week of hols I discovered I don't know where my gc is ): And I don't know shit about Pnp ): And I hate the feeling of guilt whenever I watch tv or go online or go out or EAT OR SLEEP OMG SAVE ME. fml (hur this is so overused now) ok what a senseless post.
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