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Saturday, July 04, 2009
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I think I have lost the will to shop. Orchard the whole of today and I didn't buy anything worth buying. I bought stickers and folder and colour pencil I don't know why. I think I only like shopping online now but the problem is I cannot try things on and I hate feeling like my bank account is depleting (which is really the case) and I hate waiting for stuff to arrive and worrying that they may get lost in the mail and having my mum nag about how dangerous online shopping is whenever a parcel arrives. But I do it anyway because it's fun. Actual shopping doesn't work for me anymore and it kinda makes me sad. I am weird I know. Like how nobody understands why I am sad about MJ's death. Not like I am an avid fan but I really feel sad for him. He was like a tragic hero, a fallen star who only truly lived onstage and when he wasn't onstage he didn't know how to live. I know I am so macam paham but yea let me be. He should have had his comeback tour to redeem himself so people would remember him for the genius he was. I hope at least he is truly happy now wherever he is.
I feel out of touch with so many people (or just people in general. I am a recluse). Maybe I need facebook to get me back in touch hah but I will be such a noob when everyone else has been using it for the past 2930858923553 years so I won't bother. Like how I will be so noob and jakon taking the circle line now when most people use it like everyday so I won't bother haha I am weird. Actually most of the time I don't remember it exists because 59 ftw. But yesterday after malay (YES I SAT FOR IT EVEN THOUGH MY TEMP WAS 37.6. I told them i was rushing to school and the weather was hot so they made me rest and take again and it was 37.5 thank god if not I studied for nothing) as I was walking to the interchange I was thinking about how there should be a faster, sheltered way to get there without realising there is the circle line now. No wonder practically no one was walking in the hot sun. Smart people.
I can't decide if I will miss school or not after a levels. I suppose like Nat said I will miss school in general but not rj in particular. Like maybe I will miss wearing uniform and having classrooms and even things like having assembly and pe(?!). But, I'd like to think my uni life will be so kickass that I won't miss jc life one bit. It will happen just watch me. But if it doesn't please don't laugh in my face because I will be sad.
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Saturday, July 04, 2009
{ 7:13 AM on '' }
I think I have lost the will to shop. Orchard the whole of today and I didn't buy anything worth buying. I bought stickers and folder and colour pencil I don't know why. I think I only like shopping online now but the problem is I cannot try things on and I hate feeling like my bank account is depleting (which is really the case) and I hate waiting for stuff to arrive and worrying that they may get lost in the mail and having my mum nag about how dangerous online shopping is whenever a parcel arrives. But I do it anyway because it's fun. Actual shopping doesn't work for me anymore and it kinda makes me sad. I am weird I know. Like how nobody understands why I am sad about MJ's death. Not like I am an avid fan but I really feel sad for him. He was like a tragic hero, a fallen star who only truly lived onstage and when he wasn't onstage he didn't know how to live. I know I am so macam paham but yea let me be. He should have had his comeback tour to redeem himself so people would remember him for the genius he was. I hope at least he is truly happy now wherever he is.
I feel out of touch with so many people (or just people in general. I am a recluse). Maybe I need facebook to get me back in touch hah but I will be such a noob when everyone else has been using it for the past 2930858923553 years so I won't bother. Like how I will be so noob and jakon taking the circle line now when most people use it like everyday so I won't bother haha I am weird. Actually most of the time I don't remember it exists because 59 ftw. But yesterday after malay (YES I SAT FOR IT EVEN THOUGH MY TEMP WAS 37.6. I told them i was rushing to school and the weather was hot so they made me rest and take again and it was 37.5 thank god if not I studied for nothing) as I was walking to the interchange I was thinking about how there should be a faster, sheltered way to get there without realising there is the circle line now. No wonder practically no one was walking in the hot sun. Smart people.
I can't decide if I will miss school or not after a levels. I suppose like Nat said I will miss school in general but not rj in particular. Like maybe I will miss wearing uniform and having classrooms and even things like having assembly and pe(?!). But, I'd like to think my uni life will be so kickass that I won't miss jc life one bit. It will happen just watch me. But if it doesn't please don't laugh in my face because I will be sad.
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