Showin' how funky strong is your fight.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
{ 7:09 AM on '' }


After two long days of walking for around 10 hours each, I GOT MY PROM DRESS!!!!! Happy gils nak mamps! My heart quite pain cos still ex in my view though cheaper than the River Island one but I love it much more and believe that I will really rewear it in future. Plus if you add up the amount I spent on prom in sec4 it is around the same as my dress? And I am not buying shoes or clutch so quite ok mah. Yea I am trying to assuage my guilt. Zhiyi and Nu got their dresses too so today was a good day! I know Dee damn sian and fedup with our indecisiveness and pickiness heheh but she followed us around anyway thank youuuuuu. And thank you Jill whose membership cards saved me 15 bucks off my dress and 10 bucks off my bracelet you are my saviourrrrr. Not that they will read this but wellzzzz. Penat gils ok no more spending and I will start studying soon. Maybe.

Friday, September 25, 2009
{ 11:57 PM on '' }


I'm really sad that I went to get a haircut ): So much for reaching my goal of boob-length hair. Since my hair was so gross and damaged I figured it was time for a haricut considering the last time I went was Feb-ish. Figured I'd get a trim, maybe a bit of layering but the place I usually go to is goneee so I went to a random place buttttt the person hardly spoke english and despite saying A BIT complete with hand gestures and all she chopped off a lot anyway now I look (more) hideous (than before) and I will have ugly hair at prom ugh. Plus an ugly dress because I cannot afford that perfect dress ugh ugh. If Dee is getting extensions maybe I'll get extensions too? Or get another haircut and make it shorter instead of this dunnowhat length and shape. ORRRR go all out and get Fathin's hair so I can sneak into mediacorp and get all the free stuff. Yes/no?

I need to get some FAST shampoo and conditioner. Will I get boob length hair by prom? Hmmmmmmmm.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009
{ 9:12 AM on '' }


OH. MY. GOD. I OPENED THE STORE DOOR TO TAKE SOMETHING AND IT WAS DARK AND I FELT SOMETHING ON MY FOOT AND I LOOKED DOWN AND IT WAS A FUCKING LIZARD I SCREAMED BLOODY MURDER AND FELT LIKE CUTTING MY FOOT OFF OH MY GOD.

I'm fine now but it was bloody bloody gross worse experience of my life. So anyway prelims are O to the V to the E to the R!!!! Excited nak mamps now I am free like the Burung-burung Di Puncak Gunung (hahahhaha) even though it was so screwed up but like Ikram who fails term tests but emerges as top SPM student, I will emerge as top A level student. Macam betol. And I will stop with the malay lit references.

Singapore Idol is like my favourite guilty pleasure it is so fun to watch! And I love the Fathin girl (partly because I love all the songs she sings) but I really don't think she looks like me. Where got sia. I like Duane too he is so funny. Ok they are both totally younger than me. Not cool.

Dah ah excited gils besok shopping! Damn stressed about prom what to wear where to buy ):

Sunday, September 20, 2009
{ 9:35 AM on '' }


So today I discovered my relatives think I am all set to be a lawyer. Ho ho ho more people to disappoint.

Friday, September 18, 2009
{ 3:13 AM on '' }


What are the chances of getting A/B for econs at Alevels if I get U for prelims?
Case study fail+essay fail = Alevels fail = A very sad Maryam

Wednesday, September 16, 2009
{ 2:31 AM on '' }


Lit was.... Okay(????) I did essays for both Othello and Pnp because I looked at the context passages and aiyo so many words la dey where got time to read. So I didn't. But the essay questions were crafted in such a way that there was a gajillion things for you to address and I didn't have time to write half the things I intended to. PC was klakar nak mampos because I didn't understand any of the 4 poems. It wasn't a matter of picking the pair that I understood more because really I had no clue what ANY of them were about so I just picked the pair that I thought I could crap about more. A depressing situation really but I am more amused (and slightly embarrassed) than anything at the shit I managed to write. Baik ah.

Monday, September 14, 2009
{ 3:50 AM on '' }


I didn't watch VMAs yesterday but I watched snippets on youtube and oh my god what the hell is wrong with Kanye?!??!?! Seriously, WHAT?! I've always kinda liked him but oh my god what a rude and disrespectful man. If you're not happy she won go discuss it your friends or something you don't go onstage and take the bloody mic away from her. Poor Taylor if I were her I would've punched him. Ok no I would have burst out crying. And thumbs up to Beyonce for letting Taylor have her moment after that. I am a Beyonce fan now haha she is so nice! And thumbs up to Taylor's song to Kanye hehehe I am really too lazy to post it but nah http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=63KCH_q3pqA watch it quite funny. Pats Taylor.

{ 2:14 AM on '' }


Malay was okay, math was bad. I was feeling bleh after math and the teacher just had to make a bunch of us stand and announced that we were sitting in the wrong seats. UPSET. The whole of 1D was sitting in the wrong seats. Until now I don't understand why. CORRECT WHAT.

OMG

Hi Maryam,
You haven't been back to Facebook recently. You have received notifications while you were gone.

WHEN DID I GET FB?!?!?!
Omg must've been like 5 years ago when fb was ~the in thing~ and I created one for the heck of it. I used it for 2 secs and deleted it. Or so I thought. APPARENTLY NOT. Whuttt. I've deactivated it but kinda feel like getting one soon. After A levels maybe. But it's so tiring, the whole uploading photos and updating profile and socialising thing. Not for hermits like me.

Ok off to find a way to pull up my Lit grades now. They are as stagnant as the reservoir opposite my house. SIMILE!

Friday, September 11, 2009
{ 4:58 AM on '' }


You know I study on my bed. Which means I am perpetually hunched over (because I am perpetually studying, naturally). Back is aching like mad ): Now I understand why tyq was so restless when she crashed ma hood. Also, I have a thing for buying highlighters now. Kinder and stickers are so yesterday.

Saturday, September 05, 2009
{ 9:14 AM on '' }


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Prelims are not going well. I screwed myself for gp by doing a geogish question without realising it. Good job. Paper 2 was ok-ish though I'm going to get zero for vocab. Econs was as wtf as tj 08 prelim paper. Econs and me do not get along. I get these things that I call EAA(econs anxiety attack). Like I had nightmares about the paper and could barely sleep, plus none of the things in my nightmare even came out?! And even during the micro case study I had EAA cos I was at the last question but like I was taking too long so I rushed and my answer was so shit. And then macro was even more wtf because I couldn't do anything because I didn't study TOT, like at all. Again good job. At least I had enough sense to do the 10m question first? Even that was screwed up because again, EAA because I was totally running out of time. So yes, no way I am passing econs. I really x420582482 need to do well for essays, which I seem to be a TAD better at? Really can't analyse data and numbers, unlike Husena the future statistician.

I'm sick too ): Flu has been on-off since last week but ok enough to sit for papers. On thursday morning I was feeling so so woozy though but my temp was ok and I looked ok to everyone even though totally felt like fainting so just sat for the paper. Depressed after that so went home to sleep and then went for tuition in my woozy state. Went to see doc after buka and apparently I didn't have fever though I felt like I did. Woke up yesterday morning feeling more bleh than ever but dragged myself to lit lecture anyway. Slept when I got home and when I woke up I was burrrrning so mum went to ice my forehead and neck (yea such a baby). After all the icing my temp was 38 tsk so all I've been doing is eating and sleeping. Finally decided to sacrifice one day of fasting to eat medication regularly so hopefully I can do some productive studying soon.

A few days ago one of my uncles passed on, and yesterday an aunt was hospitalised. Admittedly not very close to them but it's still sad. This Ramadhan doesn't really feel like Ramadhan, which is sad.

Ok this has been tiring I'm going to sleep now goodnight

MARYAM (:
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