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Saturday, September 05, 2009
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Prelims are not going well. I screwed myself for gp by doing a geogish question without realising it. Good job. Paper 2 was ok-ish though I'm going to get zero for vocab. Econs was as wtf as tj 08 prelim paper. Econs and me do not get along. I get these things that I call EAA(econs anxiety attack). Like I had nightmares about the paper and could barely sleep, plus none of the things in my nightmare even came out?! And even during the micro case study I had EAA cos I was at the last question but like I was taking too long so I rushed and my answer was so shit. And then macro was even more wtf because I couldn't do anything because I didn't study TOT, like at all. Again good job. At least I had enough sense to do the 10m question first? Even that was screwed up because again, EAA because I was totally running out of time. So yes, no way I am passing econs. I really x420582482 need to do well for essays, which I seem to be a TAD better at? Really can't analyse data and numbers, unlike Husena the future statistician.

I'm sick too ): Flu has been on-off since last week but ok enough to sit for papers. On thursday morning I was feeling so so woozy though but my temp was ok and I looked ok to everyone even though totally felt like fainting so just sat for the paper. Depressed after that so went home to sleep and then went for tuition in my woozy state. Went to see doc after buka and apparently I didn't have fever though I felt like I did. Woke up yesterday morning feeling more bleh than ever but dragged myself to lit lecture anyway. Slept when I got home and when I woke up I was burrrrning so mum went to ice my forehead and neck (yea such a baby). After all the icing my temp was 38 tsk so all I've been doing is eating and sleeping. Finally decided to sacrifice one day of fasting to eat medication regularly so hopefully I can do some productive studying soon.

A few days ago one of my uncles passed on, and yesterday an aunt was hospitalised. Admittedly not very close to them but it's still sad. This Ramadhan doesn't really feel like Ramadhan, which is sad.

Ok this has been tiring I'm going to sleep now goodnight

MARYAM (:
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